The sight of his face checked her tears. It positively frightened her by
its restrained yet intense passion.
“Miss Raeburn,” he said, in a clear, distinct voice, plainly heard
by the group below, “this is not a fit place for you. Let me take you
home.”
He spoke much more formally than was his wont, yet in his actions he
used a sort of authority, drawing her hand within his arm, leading
her rapidly through the crowd, which opened before them. For that one
bitter-sweet moment she belonged to him. He was her sole, and therefore
her rightful, protector. A minute more, and they stood in Palace Yard.
He hastily called a hansom.
In the pause she looked up at him, and would have spoken her thanks, but
something in his manner checked her. He had treated her so exactly as
if she belonged to him, that, to thank him seemed almost as absurd as
it would have done to thank her father. Then a sudden fear made her say
instead:
“Are you coming home?”
“I will come to see that you are safely back presently,” he said, in a
voice unlike his own. “But I must see that man first.”
“No, no,” she said, beginning to tremble again. “Don't go back. Please,
please don't go!”
“I must,” he said, putting her into the hansom. Then, speaking very
gently. “Don't be afraid; I will be with you almost directly.”
He closed the doors, gave the address to the driver, and turned away.
Erica was conscious of a vague relief as the fresh winter wind blew
upon her. She shut her eyes, that she might not see the passers-by, only
longing to get away right away, somewhere beyond the reach of staring
eyes and cruel tongues. One evening years ago, she remembered coming out
of St. James's Hall with Tom, and having heard a woman in Regent Street
insulted in precisely the same language that had been used to her today.
She remembered how the shrill, passionate cry had rung down the street:
“How dare you insult me!” And remembered, too, how she had wondered
whether perfect innocence would have been able to give that retort. She
knew now that her surmise had been correct. The insult had struck her
dumb for the time. Even now, as the words returned to her with a pain
intolerable, her tears rained down. It seemed to her that for once she
could no more help crying than she could have helped bleeding when cut.
Then once more her thoughts returned to Brian with a warmth of gratitude
which in itself relieved her. He was a man worth knowing, a friend worth
having. Yet how awful his face had looked as he came toward her. Only
once in her whole life had she seen such a look on a man's face. She had
seen it in her childhood on her father's face, when he had first heard
of a shameful libel which affected those nearest and dearest to him.
She had been far too young to understand the meaning of it, but she well
remembered that silent, consuming wrath; she remembered running away by
herself with the sort of half-fearful delight of a child's new discovery
“Now I know how men look when they KILL!”
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