“How impossible?” he asked in a choked voice.
“I can't leave home,” she said, clasping her hands tightly together. “I
never can leave my father.”
“I will wait,” said Brian, recovering his voice. “I will wait any time
for you only give me hope.”
“I can't,” she sobbed. “I daren't!”
“But you have given it me!” he exclaimed. “You have said you loved me!”
“I do! I do!” she cried passionately. “But, oh, Brian! Have pity on me
don't make me say it again I must not think of it I can never be your
wife.”
Her words were broken with sobs which she could not restrain.
“My darling,” he said growing calm and strong again at the sight of her
agitation, and once more possessing himself of her hand, “you have had a
great many troubles lately, and I can quite understand that just now you
could not leave your father. But I will wait till less troubled times;
then surely you will come to me?”
“No,” she said quickly as if not daring to pause, “It will always be the
same; there never will be quiet times for us. I can't leave my father.
It isn't as if he had other children I am the only one, and must stay.”
“Is this then to be the end of it all?” cried Brian. “My darling, you
can not be so cruel to me. It can not be the end there is no end to love
and we know that we love each other. Erica, give me some future to look
to some hope.”
The terrible pain expressed in every line of his face wrung her heart.
“Oh, wait,” she exclaimed. “Give me one moment to think.”
She buried her face in her hands, shutting out the sunny Italian
landscape, the very beauty of which seemed to weaken her powers of
endurance. Truly she had been living lately in a golden dream, and the
waking was anguish. Oh, if she had but realized before the meaning of
it all, then she would have hidden her love so that he never would have
guessed it. She would have been to him the Erica of a year ago, just a
friend and nothing more. But now she must give him the worst of pain,
perhaps ruin his whole life. If she might but give him some promise.
What was the right? How were love and duty to be reconciled?
As she sat crouched up in her misery, fighting the hardest battle of her
life, the bell in the campanile of the village church began to ring.
It was twelve o'clock. All through the land, in remembrance of the hour
when the true meaning of love and sacrifice was revealed to the human
race, there swept now the music of church bells, bidding the people to
pause in their work and pray. Many a peasant raised his thoughts for a
moment from sordid cares or hard labor, and realized that there was an
unseen world. And here in the Roman amphitheatre, where a conflict more
painful than those physical conflicts of old time was going on, a soul
prayed in agony for the wisdom to see the right and the strength to do
it.
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