Later on there was a consultation of doctors; their verdict was perhaps
a little more hopeful than Erica had dared to expect. Her father had
received a fearful internal injury and was in the greatest danger, but
there was still a chance that he might recover, it was just possible;
and knowing how his constitution had rallied when every one had thought
him dying three years before, she grew very hopeful. Without hope she
could hardly have got through those days for the suffering was terrible.
She hardly knew which she dreaded most, the nights of fever and delirium
when groans of anguish came from the writhing lips, or the days with
their clear consciousness when her father never uttered a word of
complaint but just silently endured the torture, replying always, if
questioned as to the pain, “It's bearable.”
His great strength and vigor made it seem all the more piteous that he
should now be lying in the very extremity of suffering, unable to bear
even the weight of the bed clothes. But all through that weary time his
fortitude never gave way, and the vein of humor which had stood him in
such good stead all his life did not fail him even now. On the Monday
when he was suffering torments, they tried the application of leeches.
One leech escaped, and they had a great hunt for it, Raeburn astonishing
them all by coming out with one of his quaint flashes of wit and
positively making them laugh in spite of their anxiety and sorrow.
The weary days dragged on, the torture grew worse, opium failed to
deaden the pain, and sleep, except in the very briefest snatches, was
impossible. But at last on the Thursday morning a change set in, the
suffering became less intense; they knew, however, that it was only
because the end was drawing near and the life energy failing.
For the second time Sir John Larkom came down from London to see the
patient, but every one knew that there was nothing to be done. Even
Erica began to understand that the time left was to be measured only
by hours. She learned it in a few words which Sir John Larkom said to
Donovan on the stairs. She was in her own room with the door partly
open, eagerly waiting for permission to go back to her father.
“Oh, it's all up with the poor fellow,” she heard the London doctor say.
“A wonderful constitution; most men would not have held out so long.”
At the time the words did not convey any very clear meaning to Erica;
she felt no very sharp pang as she repeated the sentence to herself;
there was only a curious numb feeling at her heart and a sort of dull
consciousness that she must move, must get away somewhere, do something
active. It was at first almost a relief to her when Donovan returned and
knocked at her door.
“I am afraid we ought to come to the court,” he said. “They will, I am
sure, take your evidence as quickly as possible.”
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