“I was a little tiny child--only four years old--but there are some
scenes one never forgets. I can see it all as plainly as possible, the
room in a hotel, the very doll I was playing with. There was a great
noise in the street, trampling, hissing, hooting. I ran to the window,
an immense crowd was coming nearer and nearer, the street was black with
the throng, they were all shouting and yelling--'Down with the infidel!'
'Kill the atheist!' Then I saw my father, he was there strong and
fearless, one man against a thousand! I tell you I saw him, I can see
him now, fighting his way on single-handed, not one creature brave
enough to stand up for him. I saw him pushed, struck, spit upon, stoned.
At last a great brick struck him on the head. I think I must have been
too sick or too angry to see any more after that. The next thing I
remember is lying on the floor sobbing, and hearing father come into the
room and say: 'Why, little son Eric, did you think they'd killed me?'
And he picked me up and let me sit on his knee, but there was blood on
his face, and as he kissed me it dropped upon my forehead. I tell you,
you Christians baptized me into atheism in my own father's blood. They
were Christians who stoned him, champions of religion, and they were
egged on by the clergy. Did I not hear it all then in my babyhood?
And it is true; it is all fact; ask anybody you like; I have not
exaggerated.”
“My dear child, I know you have not,” said Charles Osmond, putting his
strong hand upon hers. He could feel that she was all trembling with
indignation. Was it to be wondered at? “I remember those riots perfectly
well,” he continued. “I think I felt and feel as indignant about them
as yourself. A fearful mistake was made--Mr. Raeburn was shamefully
treated. But, Erica”--it was the first time he had called her by her
name--“you who pride yourself upon fairness, you who make justice your
watchword must be careful not to let the wrong doing of a few Christians
prejudice you against Christianity. You say that we are all predisposed
to accept Christ; but candidly you must allow, I think, that you are
trebly prejudiced against the very name of Christian. A Christian almost
inevitably means to you only one of your father's mistaken persecutors.”
“Yes, you are so much of an exception that I always forget you are
one,” said Erica, smiling a little. “Yet you are not like one of
us--quite--you somehow stand alone, you are unlike any one I ever
met; you and Thekla Sonnenthal and your son make to me a sort of new
variety.”
Charles Osmond laughed, and changed the subject. “You are busy with your
examination work, I suppose?” And the question led to a long talk about
books and lectures.
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