“It is as you say such a very remote contingency!” He paused, grew
grave, then continued with all his native nobility: “Yet I like you the
better for having brought forward such an idea, improbable as I hope it
may be considered. I feel very sure of Erica. She has thought a great
deal, she has had every possible advantage. We never teach on authority;
she has been left perfectly free and has learned to weigh evidences and
probabilities, not to be led astray by any emotional fancies, but to be
guided by reason. She has always heard both sides of the case; she has
lived as it were in an atmosphere of debate, and has been, and of course
always will be, quite free to form her own opinion on every subject. It
is not for nothing that we call ourselves Freethinkers. Absolute freedom
of thought and speech is part of our creed. So far from objecting to
your holding free discussions with my daughter, I shall be positively
grateful to you, and particularly just now. I fancy Erica has inherited
enough of my nature to enjoy nothing better than a little opposition.”
“I know you are a born fighter,” said Charles Osmond. “We sympathize
with each other in that. And next to the bliss of a hard-won victory, I
place the satisfaction of being well conquered.”
Raeburn laughed.
“I am glad we think alike there. People are very fond of describing me
as a big bull dog, but if they would think a little, they would see that
the love of overcoming obstacles is deeply rooted in the heart of every
true man. What is the meaning of our English love of field sports? What
the explanation of the mania for Alpine climbing? It is no despicable
craving for distinction, it is the innate love of fighting, struggling,
and conquering.”
“Well, there are many obstacles which we can struggle to remove, side by
side,” said Charles Osmond. “We should be like one man, I fancy on the
question of the opium trade, for instance.”
In a few vigorous words Raeburn denounced this monstrous national sin.
“Are you going to the meeting tonight?” he added, after a pause.
“Yes, I had thought of it. Let us go together. Shall you speak?”
“Not tonight,” said Raeburn, a smile flickering about his usually stern
lips. “The Right Reverend Father, etc., etc., who is to occupy the
chair, might object to announcing that 'Mr. Raeburn would now address
the meeting.' No, this is not the time or place for me. So prejudiced
are people that the mere connection of my name with the question would
probably do more harm than good. I should like, I confess, to get up
without introduction, to speak not from the platform but from among
the audience incognito. But that is impossible for a man who has the
misfortune to be five inches above the average height, and whose white
hair has become a proverb, since some one made the unfortunate remark,
repeated in a hundred newspapers, that the 'hoary head was only a crown
of glory when found in the way of righteousness.'”
Charles Osmond could not help laughing.
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