Miss Rochester lifted her expressive eyes with a thrilling, grateful
glance.
“You are very good,” she responded simply. Then after a moment, as if
she had suddenly resolved upon the performance of some difficult duty,
she continued, speaking rapidly, though she flushed a vivid crimson.
“And, Dr. Winthrop, if you will forgive me for speaking very freely,
though I know it will set us both more at ease, I would like to tell you
that mamma read the letter you sent to papa this morning, and, as we
have no secrets from each other, I also know its contents. Nay, I beg
you will not allow the fact to make you uncomfortable,” she interposed,
as he flushed and winced, “it is far better that we should clearly
understand each other. It was a foolish and arbitrary thing for two men
to make such a contract as papa and your uncle made years ago; as if a
couple of young people who had never seen each other could assume such
sacred relations to gratify a mere whim. Let me thank you for being so
frank in your letter, and—and may I not number you among my friends?
unless,” she concluded, with a silvery little laugh, that rang like
music through the room, “you regard me as an object to be dreaded and
shunned.”
Dr. Winthrop saw that she understood why he had planned to leave Paris
so suddenly, and he thought her charming in her frankness and in so
courageously attacking the subject of the contract. Probably she had
dreaded the union as much as he, and had gladly welcomed the release
which he had been so tardy in tendering her; perhaps she even loved some
one else, and would now be free to follow the inclination of her heart.
This view of the matter hurt and irritated him a little, and yet he
admired her for being so outspoken, and for trying to put him at his
ease, when she could not fail to understand the embarrassment of his
position.
“You are very good, Miss Rochester, to meet me so openly upon this
subject, and you do me honor in requesting my friendship, which I assure
you is most heartily accorded. I am free to confess that when I met you
yesterday, I almost felt myself a cumberer of the ground, as if I was a
blot upon the otherwise fair sky of your life,” the young physician
concluded, with a deprecatory smile.
Again his companion laughed sweetly.
“There was no need of such self-condemnation as that, I assure you,” she
said, “for you were not to blame—neither of us is to blame because our
natures recoil from obedience to the arbitrary wishes of our friends.
But,” with a roguish glance, “if you feel uncomfortable about remaining
to treat mamma, on my account, I promise you you shall not once set eyes
upon me—you shall not have cause to know that I am in Paris.”
He knew that she did not mean it, yet it told him how cleverly she had
read his feelings.
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