“No; for mine has been eating and corroding my heart for more than
thirty years, until it has consumed all the kindness and love in my
nature, and made me the virago that I am. There! you can imagine that it
has cost me something to own that to you; for I am a proud woman, and I
never talk of my troubles, much less of my sins. Of course you couldn’t
know what that song meant to me. Ah!” with a bitter groan—“shall I ever
forget the last time I heard it sung? But,” rising and trying to steady
her shaking tones, “we will not talk any more about it.”
Then, as if moved by some uncontrollable impulse, she bent forward and
kissed Salome upon the cheek.
“There, child,” she said, flushing; “I’m making a perfect fool of
myself, I suppose, and I’ve never kissed anybody since my sister died.
But”—drawing herself up and speaking with something of her usual
arbitrariness “we will never speak of this again. Good-night, child.”
She turned abruptly and left the room, but Salome could see that she was
terribly shaken, for she could not walk steadily.
She soon followed her and stole softly up to her room, where she retired
to rest, though she brooded long over the unhappiness of the woman whose
trouble had been so much like her own.
“Why is life so sad?” she asked herself. “Why are so many lives blighted
and ruined? Why, if humanity was born to develop into a pure and sinless
spirit, are there so many baneful influences to warp the soul and
destroy all the sweetness and nobility of the nature?”
But these were mysteries which could only be solved in the light of the
future, when all secrets should be revealed; and Salome, who was
learning to carry all her troubles to the good Father, sent up a little
prayer for faith, and strength, and courage, and then fell into a
profound and dreamless sleep.
She was awakened very early in the morning, long before daylight, by a
hand upon her shoulder, and found Harriet standing by her bedside, with
a lighted candle, her face pale and anxious.
“Miss Howland, will you get up, please?” she said. “Miss Leonard has
been taken very ill; she says you have been trained as a nurse, and
perhaps you will know what to do for her.”
“Yes, indeed, Harriet. Go directly back to her, and I will come as soon
as I can dress,” Salome answered, as she sprang out of bed and began to
put on her clothes.
Two minutes later she was in Miss Leonard’s room, and found her in a
very nervous state, tossing to and fro, complaining of a dreadful pain
in her head, while her face was strangely flushed, and the veins about
her temples and neck were much swollen.
Salome saw at once that the woman had not slept at all, that she had
doubtless suffered, and was still suffering from the excitement of the
previous evening, and she feared apoplexy, unless she could be
immediately relieved.
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