“What an unnatural thing for a father to do!” he cried angrily. “The man
must have had a heart of stone. But what is money, Sadie, compared with
the happiness of a life-time? I shall have something from my father’s
estate, though of course it will be but a trifle compared with the
united estates of Brookside and Englehurst. But I love you, Sadie; I
will work for you; I will make a fortune for you, if you will give me
the incentive. O my darling, do not let your ambition ruin both our
lives!”
Miss Rochester looked grave and thoughtful for a few moments after this
earnest appeal. She was almost tempted to yield and become a good
woman—a loved and loving wife, for she knew that she loved Norman
Winthrop as she could never love another.
But pride, ambition, and fear of her mother conquered the promptings of
her better nature.
“You must not tempt me,” she whispered hoarsely. “I shall hold by the
contract—unless your brother refuses to abide by it.”
“Then I shall go to him and tell him how we stand,” cried her companion
excitedly. “True would never hold a woman bound—not even for
millions—who had given her heart to another.”
“You shall not—if you lisp a word of what has passed between us I shall
hate you, for—I have sworn that I will be mistress of Brookside and
Englehurst,” the girl passionately returned, though she was white to her
lips.
“Sadie Rochester, you are a heartless flirt! You have won my heart and
now you cast it from you as a worthless thing. I know I am not a
paragon, like my brother—I have been the black sheep in the family ever
since I was a boy; but you might have made a good man of me—you have
made a devil instead.”
He turned abruptly from her and left the rooms, while the proud girl
sank back in her chair and wept as she seldom wept.
Poor Salome, meanwhile, was no less wretched. Until that hour she
believed she had schooled her heart to give up her idol—that she had
relinquished all hope of ever being anything to him again.
But now she knew that she had not. She realized now that, during all her
intercourse with him—while she was nursing his friend in the hospital;
as she saw his devotion to others and learned to know more fully his
goodness of heart, his nobility of soul; while he lay so sick himself—so
helpless and dependent—she had been growing to love him more fondly,
more idolatrously than before.
How she hung over him when he lay so deathly ill! How she had watched
every symptom—every breath, even! How she had despaired when she had
thought he must go down into the dark valley—how once, when she believed
that another dawn would find him cold in death, she had almost been
tempted to tear away those unsightly bandages from her face—cast aside
those hideous glasses, reveal her identity, and beg for one last word of
love from his lips!
Then how she had exulted when she saw the sluggish tide of life turn in
his favor, and knew that he would live, if she did not relax her
vigilance!
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