and brightest crown of a woman’s life—the love of a devoted husband. I
have spoken at length, and very plainly, and now I await your verdict.
What will you say to me?” he questioned, as he turned his earnest face,
his eager eyes upon her.
She sat perfectly motionless for a few moments after he concluded, but
he could see that her face, though averted, was crimson, while she
trembled visibly.
Then all at once she lifted her face haughtily and met his glance with a
defiant look.
“Yes, what shall I say to you?” she cried, in quivering tones. “I wonder
that I do not tell you to go and never let me look at your face again;
that I do not tell you that I care nothing for that wretched
contract—that I hate it, scorn it and you; that I would almost rather
die than marry a man who can so coldly tell me that his heart is dead
and he has no love to bestow upon me with his hand—who, more than that,
can plead so eloquently the cause of another and deprecate his own
success. But, oh, Truman Winthrop, I will not—I will not! I shall be
your wife in spite of it all! You do not know what I sacrifice in
telling you this,” she went on vehemently, and throwing out her hand
toward him with a passionate gesture; “how my pride suffers, how my love
suffers, how I am violating all the strongest feelings of my nature; but
I cannot help it. I have given myself to you and I will not retract;
but—I will make you love me yet—you shall yet own to me that your heart
is not dead, and that Sadie Rochester is the one love of your life.”
She burst into a passion of tears at this point, and, as if able to bear
no more, abruptly arose and fled from the room, leaving Dr. Winthrop in
no enviable frame of mind.
Her passionate denunciation had made him feel as if he had done her a
double wrong in stating his own feelings so plainly and in pleading his
brother’s cause. But he could not have done otherwise under the
circumstances. Truman Winthrop was true to his heart’s core, and he
could not allow her to marry him without trying to make her realize the
risk she ran of ruining her own life by so doing.
Still he felt uncomfortable over having wounded her so deeply; her
words, “you do not know what my pride suffers—you do not know what my
love suffers,” smote him keenly, and he firmly believed that she could
have no affection whatever for his brother.
How could he know that what she sacrificed in keeping her pledge to him
was the one love of her life—Norman Winthrop? How could he know that her
pride suffered in that, having vowed to be his wife, she could not
repudiate him and tell him that she scorned and despised him—that she
would never marry him but for the wealth and position which she would
win as his wife?
She had wrought herself into a veritable tempest of passion, and her
last threat that she would win his love had been an idle one; for she
cared little for his affection, in comparison with the fortunes for
which she was scheming.
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