“On the plea of desertion and repudiation,” she said. “I—I believed all
that they told me—that you did not love me—that you would be glad to be
free. It is only lately that I did it, and for myself I would not have
wished it; but they told me that you were to marry Sarah Rochester;
they—she and her mother—discovered my identity, and, though they also
asserted that our marriage was illegal, they said there might be a
possibility that I would have some claim upon you, and they wanted me—or
Sarah did—to make assurance doubly sure by applying for a separation—it
could be secretly done, and no one save the lawyer and ourselves need
ever know anything about it, while, since she was going to marry you, it
would be a great burden off her mind. I was dead to you; there was no
hope that I could ever be anything to you again, and so—O True, I was
desperate, I believed you loved her, I wanted you to be happy, even if I
was not, and I did not wish to stand in the way of your interests or
desires—so, I signed the letter she wrote——”
“The letter that she, Miss Rochester, wrote?” he demanded in a terrible
voice, and beginning to realize all the treachery and wickedness that
had been employed to separate them, without regard to his feelings or
the ruin of his wife’s life and happiness.
“Oh, do not make me tell any more!” Salome cried, as she suddenly
recalled that scene in Mrs. Rochester’s parlor. “It is better, perhaps,
that you should not know——”
“But I shall make you tell more—all—everything. I will know!” he said in
a determined tone. “Was it Miss Rochester who made you sign that
letter?”
She bowed a mute assent.
“Did—did my mother have anything to do with the matter?”
“No—oh, no.”
“Thank Heaven! I should have been humiliated indeed to know that she
could have been guilty of such a crime,” the young physician ejaculated,
as he wiped the perspiration from a face, white to the lips.
She thought he was suffering on account of Miss Rochester’s treachery.
“Oh, forgive me—forgive me and do not question me any more,” she
pleaded. “I have done this thing, and I must bear your scorn and anger
as best I can. I have loved you through all—too well, perhaps—I shall
love you till I die. I have been rash, foolish; I have allowed my pride,
my desperation, to drive me to extremes, when I should have trusted and
consulted you. I have found it out, all too late. It is my punishment,
and I have no one but myself to blame.”
“Hush, Salome,” her husband said gently, almost unnerved himself at the
sight of her wretchedness and hopelessness, “since you love me, as you
say you do, it is all I ask; the past shall go for nothing. I can even
overlook the application for a divorce, since I know it was forced from
you—that you were tricked into it. You live—you were not a victim of
that fearful fire—I have found you, and nothing shall ever separate us
again.”
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