“Her real name is Sarah Rockwell. My father married Mrs. Rockwell, who
was the widow of a cousin of my mother, when her daughter was a girl of
twelve, and I was ten years of age. That would make her a distant
cousin, in fact we called ourselves cousins, until she came to live in
the same house with me.
“Her mother stipulated, when she became my father’s wife, that her
daughter should be regularly adopted so that she could bear the same
name, and thus she became Sarah Rochester. How she came to be called
Sadie you will understand as I go on. When I was a little child I had a
nurse who was very fond of me and she would not call me Salome. She said
the name was too old-fashioned—too old-maidish. She tried to nickname me
by calling me ‘Lomie;’ but this my mother objected to, and the nurse
laughingly said there was nothing else but Sally. ‘Yes, we can call her
Sadie,’ said my mother, and Sadie I was from that time on. After my
father’s second marriage it was a little troublesome to have two
children in the family with names so nearly alike, and my step-mother
wanted to use my whole name, Salome; but my father had become accustomed
to the other, and would not countenance the change. As I said before,
she was twelve and I ten when she came to live with us, and she shared
equally with me in every advantage, for Mrs. Rochester was particular to
demand as much for her child, in every respect, as my father gave to
his. But from the very first she was strangely jealous of me, and though
she dared not be otherwise than civil to me in my father’s presence, it
was soon patent to me that she was secretly my bitter enemy. My father
was an invalid for many years, but though he was often irritable and had
many whims and fancies, as invalids often have—even though he was
strangely cold and indifferent to me—I loved him very dearly, and was
never so happy as when I was in his room waiting upon him and
ministering to his many wants. He had his own private attendant, but he
often used to tell me that I was the better nurse of the two, and I know
that I did become quite proficient in the care of him. We came abroad
shortly after his marriage with Mrs. Rockwell, and travelled about from
place to place, according to his pleasure or fancy; but nothing was ever
said to me about his plans for my future, until a few months before he
died. Then one day he told me that he had pledged me to the son and heir
of his dearest friend and college chum, Milton Hamilton; who, although
he resided in New York most of the time, owned the estate adjoining
Brookside—a fine place belonging to my father, but which he had left
after my mother’s death and had only visited at intervals since. I
supposed from what my father told me, that the name of the man whom he
wanted me to marry was also Hamilton; he did not tell me that he was
simply the adopted son of his friend. He said that he was expecting him
to join us abroad that fall, and he wished me to be prepared to give him
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