"Oh, for Margaret!" he cried, to give him water to quench his thirst;
for he was in torment, and no one could give him drink. Oh, for
Margaret's cool hand--for Maggie--for his own love, Margaret; and so
on and so on, through the long hours of that fevered dream.
How that one idea beset him!
She was a star, and he went seeking her through space till he got lost
and entangled in the Milky Way, and revolved madly through the
infinite.
She was in Paradise, standing on the topmost stair of the golden
ladder, stretching out her hands and calling to him to come to her
before the door was shut; and ever as he tried to climb, the fiends
came swarming from their pits of darkness, and dragged him down with
endless fallings and precipitous crashings, while his Wee Wifie
laughed mockingly from the distance.
"Oh, for Margaret, Margaret, Margaret!" and so on through the day and
through the night, until they thought it must have killed him.
Those were terrible days at Redmond Hall. The very servants went
carefully about the house with hushed voices, looking after their
young mistress with pitying eyes, as she wandered like a lost spirit
from one room to another, generally followed by the faithful Janet.
Erle came down once, but Fay grew so hysterical at the sight of her
old favorite that Mrs. Heron was quite frightened, and begged him to
go away; and, as he could do no good, he acquiesced very sensibly in
this piece of advice.
Mrs. Heron was growing quite unhappy about my lady. Nothing she could
say would make Fay cease from those aimless wanderings; she could not
eat, she could not rest, and her fits of weeping seemed only to
exhaust her.
Nothing did her any good until Dr. Martin came to her one day, and,
taking the thin little hand in his, gave her his faithful promise
that, if the fever abated, and she were strong enough, she should help
to nurse him by and by, but it would depend upon herself, he said,
meaningly; and Fay promised to eat and sleep that she might be fit to
nurse Hugh.
She meant to be good and keep her promise; but one evening the longing
to see her husband was too strong for her.
Saville had just gone down-stairs for something and had left the
dressing-room door ajar. Fay, gliding down the corridor in her white
dress, caught sight of the half-opened door, and the temptation was
too strong for her; the next moment she was in the dimly lighted room,
with her finger on the handle of the closed door.
It yielded to her touch at once, and Fay's hungry eyes tried to pierce
through the semi-darkness.
It was the oriel chamber, and Sir Hugh lay on the very bed where, Mrs.
Heron had solemnly assured Fay, many a Redmond had breathed his first
and last breath. It had been found impossible to move him, but Fay did
not remember this as she stood with beating heart, not daring to move
a step.
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