"Heaven forbid!" ejaculated Hugh; he was quite appalled at the notion
of any likeness between this absurd specimen of humanity and himself;
but happily the little mother did not hear him, for she was adjusting
the long robe to her liking.
"There, you must take him, Hugh; I want to see him once more in your
arms--my two treasures together;" and she held the baby to him.
Hugh did not see how the weak arms trembled under their load, as he
retreated a few steps in most genuine alarm.
"I take him! My dear, I never held a baby in my life; I should be
afraid of dropping him; no, let him stop with his mother. Women
understand these sort of things. There, now, I thought so, he is going
to cry;" and Hugh's discomfited look was not lost on Fay, as the
baby's shrill voice spoke well for his strength of lungs.
"Oh, hush, hush," she said, nearly crying herself, and rocking the
baby to and fro feebly. "You spoke so loudly, Hugh, you frightened
him; he never cries so when we are alone."
"You will be alone directly if you do not send him away," was her
husband's impatient answer; "it is not pleasant for a man to be
deafened when he is tired after a long journey. Why, I do believe you
are going to cry too, Fay; what is the good of a nurse if you exhaust
yourself like this?" And he pulled the bell-rope angrily.
"Oh, please don't send my baby away," she implored, in quite a piteous
voice; "he is always with me now, and so good and quiet, only you
startled him so."
"Nonsense," he returned, decidedly; "your illness has made you
fanciful; surely I must know best what is good for my wife. Nurse, why
do you allow Lady Redmond to wear herself out with a crying child? it
can not be right in her weak state."
Fay gave up her baby without a word; she was too gentle to
remonstrate, but if he could have read her thoughts. "He does not care
for his child at all," she was saying bitterly to herself; and then
she was very quiet, and shielded her face with one hand. Sir Hugh was
rather uncomfortable; he knew he had been out of temper, and that he
was disappointing Fay, but he never guessed the stab that he had
inflicted when he had refused to take their boy in his arms.
"Well, Fay," he said, in rather a deprecating manner, "I meant to have
had a little talk with you, now that noisy fellow is gone; but you
seem sleepy, dear; shall I leave you to rest now, and come up again
after dinner?"
Fay uncovered her eyes and looked at him rather oddly, he thought, but
she made no answer. Hugh rose and looked at his watch, and repeated
his question.
"No," she said, very slowly; "do not trouble to come up again, Hugh. I
can not talk to you to-night; I shall be better quiet."
"There, I told you so," he cried, triumphantly. "I knew that little
rascal had tired you."
"My baby never tires me," she answered, wearily, and closed her eyes.
Oh, if she could only close them forever! But then she remembered how
terrible death had seemed to her in her illness--a pit of infinite
pain.
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