How he loathed himself as he thought of it all. Oh! if he could only
undo the past. Young as he was, ruin seemed staring him in the face.
He had squandered his handsome allowance; his debts were heavy. He had
heard his grandfather say that of all things he abhorred gambling; and
yet he knew he was a gambler. Only the preceding night he had staked a
large sum and had lost; and that very morning he had appealed to Erle
to save him from the consequences of his own rashness.
As he rode on, his thoughts seemed to grow tangled and confused. His
life was a failure; how was he to go on living? All these years he had
fed on husks, and the taste was bitter in his mouth. Oh! if he could
make a clean breast of it all. And then he repeated drearily that it
was too late.
His reins were hanging loosely on his horse's neck. His high-spirited
little mare had been following her own will for more than an hour now,
and had relapsed into a walk, as Percy roused himself to see where he
was. He found himself on a bridge with the river on either side of
him. He was miles away from Belgrave House; and for the moment he was
perplexed, and drew up to ask a boy who was loitering on the footpath
what bridge it was.
There was a steamer passing; and a little lad had clambered on the
parapet to see it go by. Either he overbalanced himself or grew giddy,
but, to Percy's horror, there was a sharp scream, and the next moment
the child had disappeared.
In an instant Percy was off his horse, and, with the agility of a
practiced athlete, had swung himself on the parapet. Yes, he could see
the eddy where the child had sunk; and in another moment he had dived
into the dark water.
"It was a plucky thing to do, sir," observed a navvy who had seen the
whole proceeding, and who afterward retailed it to Erle Huntingdon; "I
don't know as ever I saw a pluckier thing in my life. Ay, and the poor
young gentleman would have done it too, for any one could see he knew
what he was about; for he dived in straight after the child; and then,
that dratted steamer--you will excuse me, sir, but one's feelings are
strong--what must it do but back to pick up the child; and the poor
fellow, he must have struck his head against it, for he went down
again. Oh, yes, the child was all right, and the young gentleman would
have been all right too, but for that nasty blow; it stunned him, you
see."
Yes, it had stunned him; the young ill-spent life was over. Did he
call upon his God for succor as he went down into his watery grave?
Who knows what cry went up to heaven? The old epitaph that was
engraved on the tomb of a notorious ill-liver speaks quaintly of hope
in such cases,
"Betwixt the saddle and the ground
He mercy sought and mercy found."
and Raby quoted them softly to Crystal as she wept over the fate of
her unhappy lover.
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