"Oh, no," returned the girl, quickly, and then a frank blush came to
her face as she met her mother's clear searching look. "Well, I will
confess, as Fluff says"--laughing a little unsteadily; "I am afraid I
was just a little bit discontented."
"You discontented, my pet?" in an incredulous voice, for Fern's sweet
unselfishness and bright content made the sunshine of their humble
home. There seemed no chord of fretfulness in the girl's nature; her
pure health and buoyant spirits found no cause for complaint. Nea
lived her youth again in her child, and she often thanked Heaven even
in her desolate moments for this one blessing that had never
disappointed her.
Fern pressed a little closer to her mother, and wrapped her arms round
her. "But it is true, mother, I had quite a naughty fit. Crystal
talked about Percy and Mr. Erle; it was not so much what she said as
what she implied that troubled me, but she seemed to think that our
life was so different to theirs--that we were poor people, and that
they had nothing in common with us, and that it was better not to be
friends. Somehow, it made me feel all at once how shabby and
commonplace one's life really was."
Mrs. Trafford sighed, but there was no reproach in her voice. "Yes,
dear; I understand, it is quite natural, and I should have felt the
same at your age. I wish, for your sake, my darling, that things were
different; but Crystal is very wise and right in trying to make you
understand the barrier between Erle Huntingdon and us."
"But, mother," with a burning face, "we are gentlefolk; surely it does
not matter so much that we are poor."
"The world would not indorse that, Fern," replied her mother, gently;
"it is apt to turn a cold shoulder to genteel poverty. The hardest lot
in life, in my opinion, is the life of a poor gentlewoman."
"But Mr. Erle does not look down upon us," persisted Fern, "or he
would not come so often. He always says that no room in Belgrave House
is so home-like as this room, and that he is happier here than in the
houses of his grand friends."
A troubled look came to the mother's face, and involuntarily she
pressed her child closer to her, as though to defend her from some
threatened danger, and her voice was not quite so clear as usual as
she answered:
"It is Erle's nature to say pleasant things. He is a gentlemanly,
kind-hearted fellow, and I am sure that we all like him very much; but
I should not care for my little daughter to see too much of him. Erle
Huntingdon is not the friend I would choose for you, Fern."
"But, mother"--opening her eyes widely at this--"if we like him, why
should we not be friends?"
Mrs. Trafford hesitated; she hardly liked to disturb Fern's mind, and
yet she wished to put her on her guard.
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