She could not answer the question. Her love for him had become so much
a part of her life she could not imagine living without it. She wondered
if women could continue loving men who had treated them as he had
treated her. When she thought over his treatment of her she wondered
how it was that she did not hate him. She had heard of love turning to
hatred--hatred as immortal as love--and yet it did not appear to her
that she had such a feeling in regard to him. She seemed to have
settled down into her life under its altered conditions as easily and as
uncomplainingly as it she had always looked forward to life under such
conditions.
It was on the eve of Claude Westwood's departure for London to appear
before the Geographical Society, that Clare sat down to the piano. She
had latterly neglected her singing in favour of her drawing, and now
only opened the piano at the request of Agnes.
“What shall I sing?” she cried. “I feel just now as if I could make
a great success at La Scala--I feel that my nerves are strung to the
highest pitch possible, though why I should be so is a mystery to me. It
is not I who have to appear in that big hall to-morrow evening, and yet
I feel as if I were about to make my _début_.”
She ran her fingers up and down the keys, improvising a succession of
chords that sounded like a march of triumph.
“I want to sing something like that--something with trumpets in it,” she
said, with a laugh. “I feel in a mood for trumpets and drums. You
heard what Mr. Westwood said about the musical instruments of the
Gakennas--that awful drum made of rhinoceros hide pared down and
stretched between two branches? What an awful instrument of torture!”
“Shocking, indeed--nearly as bad as a pianoforte under incompetent
hands--probably worse than a brass orchestra made in Germany,” said
Agnes. “Don't let your song be dominated by any influence less cultured
than Chopin.”
Clare went on improvising, but gradually the notes of triumph became
less pronounced, and the modulation was in a minor key. In a short time
the random fancies assumed a definite form; but it was probably the
chance playing of a few notes that suggested to her the exquisite
“Nightingale” theme, so splendidly worked out by her master--the
greatest of all Italians.
“You and I, you and I,
Sisters are we, O nightingale.
On the wings of song we fly--
On the wings of song we sail;
When our feathered pinions fail,
Floats a feather of song on high
Light as thistledown in a gale.
You and I the heaven will scale;
For only song can reach the sky.
Only the song of the nightingale;
And we are sisters, you and I.”
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