“My mood has been dealt with long ago,” cried Clare. “It is in the
opera of 'Orféo'--the despair of Orpheus when he was longing for
the unattainable. Oh, I would make a splendid Orpheus at the present
moment.” She almost flung herself down on the piano seat and struck a
chord; but she only sang a phrase or two of the marvellous lament “Che
farô senz' Eurydice?” Her voice was choked. She sprang from her seat
and threw herself into the sympathetic arms of her friend. Only for an
instant did she remain there. With a long kiss and a rapid “Good-night”
she harried from the room.
Agnes was left alone to try to put a coherent interpretation upon her
mood. She commenced her task with smiles, thinking of the sentimental
young Italian who had not shrunk from the attempt to adapt a serenade
to an English November; but before long her smiles had vanished. She sat
thinking for a long time; and yet the whole sum of her thoughts found no
wider expression than the sigh which came from her as she said:
“Poor child! poor child! May she never know the truth! That is my prayer
for her to-night.”
CHAPTER XXII.
|He may come at any time,” cried Clare, after breakfast the next
morning. “But I shall be prepared for him. Why will men be so foolish?
Why should he follow me to England in the month of November? Has he no
regard for his voice? Where would he be if he failed to do the C natural
some day? And yet he is foolish enough to run the risk of ruining his
career simply for the sake of impressing me with his devotion!”
There seemed to Agnes to be a note ot hardness in the girl's way of
speaking about her unhappy lover. Her intolerance of his devotion seemed
a trifle unkind.
“Don't you think that he should have your sympathy, my dear?” she asked.
“Do you fancy that he is to be blamed on account of the shortcomings in
Signor Marini's system? Surely he is more to be pitied than blamed for
falling in love with some one who refuses to respond to him?”
Clare made a little impatient movement, but in another second she became
penitent, and hung her head.
“I suppose I should be sorry for Ciro,” she said, mournfully. “Yes,
I think I do feel a little pity for him, in spite of his sentimental
foolishness. Undoubtedly the maestro was to blame. I know that it was
he who encouraged the susceptible Ciro in spite of all that I could say.
But why should the foolish boy single me out for his adoration when he
knew very well that there were four soprani and three contralti in the
class who were ready to catch the handkerchief whenever it might please
him to throw it? They all worshipped him. I could see it plainly when
he got upon his upper register, with now and again a hideous falsetto
D; and yet nothing would content him--he must lay his heart at my feet.
Those were his words; don't fancy that they are mine.”
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