“Oh no; you were not cruel. You have shown me since your return that you
regard women as too humble an organisation to be susceptible of great
suffering. You are a scientific man, and one of your theories is that
the lower in the scheme of creation is any form of life, the less
capable it is of suffering. You cleave your worm in twain--there is a
little wriggle--no more--each half goes off quite briskly in its own
way. You chop off a lizard's tail without causing it any particular
inconvenience; I wonder if you think of me as a little better than the
worm, a little higher than the lizard. How could any man say words of
such cruelty to a woman whom he had once promised to love, if he had not
believed her to be dead to all sense of suffering?”
She stood before him with her hands clenched and her eyes flashing; but
only for a few moments. Then she made a gesture of contempt--she gave a
little shudder as she turned away from him.
He remained motionless for a brief space, then went without a word to
the door. The sound of his fingers on the handle caused her to look
round.
“Don't go away for a moment,” she said. “You will pardon that tirade of
mine, I am sure. I don't know how it was forced from me. I shall not be
so foolish again.”
“I think I had better go: you are scarcely yourself to-night,” said he.
“Scarcely myself? Well, perhaps I am not. I must confess that that
outburst of mine surprised me. It will not occur again, I promise you.”
“I think I had better leave you.”
He still stood at the door. In his voice there was again a tone of
reproach. There was some sadness in the little shake of his head, as
though he meant to suggest that he was greatly pained at not being able
to trust her.
His attitude stung her. She became white once more. She put up her hand
to her throat. She was making a great effort to calm herself. Still it
was some moments before she was able to say:
“Very well, very well. Do not come any nearer to me. You came to talk
business. Continue. You were about to tell me that you mean to go to
London to-morrow in order to get the document that will enable you to
marry some one without delay. The name of Claude Westwood will appear at
one part of that document. What name is to appear beside yours?”
“Why do you ask that?” he said, removing his hand from the handle of the
door.
“In order to prevent any mistake,” said she. “You have probably sent
forward to the proper authorities the name of Clare Tristram.”
He was grave. He shook his head sadly, and put his hand upon the lock of
the door once again. He somehow suggested that he expected her to tell
him that it was not the name of Clare Tristram but of Agnes Mowbray
which should by right be or the special licence, beside his name.
She took a step toward him, as if she were about to speak angrily; but
she checked herself.
“There is no such person as Clare Tristram,” she said.
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