“I do not want another word from you, believe me,” said he. “I am
content--more than content--with what you have said to me. There is in
my heart nothing but hope. Good-bye.”
He remembered that on the morning when he had told her that he loved
her, she had given him her face to kiss. But he made no attempt to kiss
her forehead now. He did not even kiss her hand. The curious pathos of
her words, “I cannot be happy to-day,” had appealed strongly to him. He
was a man who had become accustomed to selfsacrifice. He left the house,
having only touched her hand.
She heard his footsteps passing away on the hard gravel of the drive.
She recollected how, on that morning when they had been together on the
lawn, and he had left her with an abruptness that startled her, she had
hurried to intercept him on the road. The impulse was now upon her to do
as she had done that morning--to open the window and run across the lawn
into his arms. She checked herself, however; she felt that it would be
heartless for her to have so much happiness while Clare was overwhelmed
with the misery that had fallen on her.
She turned away from the temptation of the window and seated herself in
the dim light before the fire, giving herself up to her thoughts.
She had not quite recovered from the surprise that her own confession
to Sir Percival had caused her. She had been amazed at the impulse under
the force of which she had told him so much. Until that moment she had
had no idea what was in her heart--what had been in her heart since
the day of Claude Westwood's return. She knew, however, that she had
confessed the truth to her friend: she had been deceiving herself when
she thought she still loved Claude Westwood--when she thought she was
sorry that she had flung his portrait on the floor of her room.
She had found it amazingly easy to be patient in regard to his returning
to his old love for her; but it was only when she stood in front of Sir
Percival that she knew how it was that she had neither been impatient
for Claude's return to the old love which he had borne for her, nor
jealous when she had come to learn that he loved Clare Tristram. She now
knew that the Claude Westwood who had come back from Africa was not, in
her eyes, the Claude Westwood whom she had promised to love.
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