“The look that came to her face was one of fear--of absolute terror.
I was frightened, and began to think that there were perhaps graver
reasons than I had ever fancied for our exile. It took her some moments
to recover from the shock that my suggestion had given her, and then she
said, 'You must never think of such a thing as possible. I shall never
see England again!'”
“Poor woman! Ah, what it is laid on woman to bear!” said Agnes. “And she
would have been so happy if it had not been for her faithlessness. If
she had only trusted the true man who loved her, she would have been
happy. I fear that she cannot ever have been happy with your father.”
“She never spoke to me of him.”
Clare spoke in a low tone.
“He died when you were a child--so much, I think, was taken for
granted,” said Agnes.
“I have always taken it for granted,” said Clare. “Oh yes; I remember
asking about him when I was quite young, and my mother told me that I
had no father.”
“Then you must assume that he is dead,” said Agnes; “and pray that you
may never have sufficient curiosity to lead you to seek to know more
about him.”
Clare looked at her with some surprise on her face.
“What! You know”--she began.
“I know nothing,” said Agnes quickly, interrupting her. “I have heard
that he was not a good man, and I know that if he had had anything of
good in his nature, your mother would not have parted from him. But he
is dead, and we have no need to talk about him. Now let me tell you the
names of all the places we can see from here.”
They had driven to the summit of one of the low Brackenshire hills,
and from there Agnes pointed out the various landmarks. Far away to the
north the great manufacturing town of Linnborough lay beneath the
great shadow of its own smoke, and to the right the exquisite spire of
Scarchester Cathedral was seen, and by the side of the old minster ran
the river Leet. All through the valley lay the villages of Nessvale,
with its Norman church, from the tower of which the curfew is still
rung; Green-ledge, with its tall maypole, and Holmworth, with its grey
castle and moat. Then on every hand were to be seen the splendid
park lands surrounding the manor houses, the broad meadows, the brown
furrowed fields of Brackenshire, with here and there a farmhouse, and
down where the Lambeck flowed, a brown mill with its slow-moving water
wheel. The quacking of ducks that swam in the little stream was borne up
from the valley at intervals and mingled with the melancholy whistle of
a curlew, and the occasional notes of a robin sitting on a gate at the
side of the road.
“England--England--this is England!” cried Clare. “I never wish to see
any other land so long as I live. Ah, my poor mother! This is what she
was longing to see before she died.”
Agnes did not speak. She knew that the girl saw all the incidents of the
English landscape through a mist of tears.
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