England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Wessex (England) -- Fiction
‘They have put you into a very awkward corner,’ said Stockdale
emphatically. ‘You must, of course, as an honest person, sometimes feel
that it is your duty to inform—really you must.’
‘Well, I have never particularly felt it as a duty; and, besides, my
first husband—’ She stopped, and there was some confusion in her voice.
Stockdale was so honest and unsophisticated that he did not at once
discern why she paused: but at last he did perceive that the words were
a slip, and that no woman would have uttered ‘first husband’ by
accident unless she had thought pretty frequently of a second. He felt
for her confusion, and allowed her time to recover and proceed. ‘My
husband,’ she said, in a self-corrected tone, ‘used to know of their
doings, and so did my father, and kept the secret. I cannot inform, in
fact, against anybody.’
‘I see the hardness of it,’ he continued, like a man who looked far
into the moral of things. ‘And it is very cruel that you should be
tossed and tantalized between your memories and your conscience. I do
hope, Mrs. Newberry, that you will soon see your way out of this
unpleasant position.’
‘Well, I don’t just now,’ she murmured.
By this time they had passed over the wall and entered the house, where
she brought him a glass and hot water, and left him to his own
reflections. He looked after her vanishing form, asking himself whether
he, as a respectable man, and a minister, and a shining light, even
though as yet only of the halfpenny-candle sort, were quite justified
in doing this thing. A sneeze settled the question; and he found that
when the fiery liquor was lowered by the addition of twice or thrice
the quantity of water, it was one of the prettiest cures for a cold in
the head that he had ever known, particularly at this chilly time of
the year.
Stockdale sat in the deep chair about twenty minutes sipping and
meditating, till he at length took warmer views of things, and longed
for the morrow, when he would see Mrs. Newberry again. He then felt
that, though chronologically at a short distance, it would in an
emotional sense be very long before to-morrow came, and walked
restlessly round the room. His eye was attracted by a framed and glazed
sampler in which a running ornament of fir-trees and peacocks
surrounded the following pretty bit of sentiment:-
‘Rose-leaves smell when roses thrive,
Here’s my work while I’m alive;
Rose-leaves smell when shrunk and shed,
Here’s my work when I am dead.
‘Lizzy Simpkins. Fear God. Honour the King.
‘Aged 11 years.
‘’Tis hers,’ he said to himself. ‘Heavens, how I like that name!’
Before he had done thinking that no other name from Abigail to Zenobia
would have suited his young landlady so well, tap-tap came again upon
the door; and the minister started as her face appeared yet another
time, looking so disinterested that the most ingenious would have
refrained from asserting that she had come to affect his feelings by
her seductive eyes.
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