England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Wessex (England) -- Fiction
That he had all this time continued so firmly fixed in his resolution
came upon her as a grievous surprise. ‘You never loved me!’ she said
bitterly.
‘I might say the same,’ he returned; ‘but I will not. Grant me one
favour. Come and hear my last sermon on the day before I go.’
Lizzy, who was a church-goer on Sunday mornings, frequently attended
Stockdale’s chapel in the evening with the rest of the double-minded;
and she promised.
It became known that Stockdale was going to leave, and a good many
people outside his own sect were sorry to hear it. The intervening days
flew rapidly away, and on the evening of the Sunday which preceded the
morning of his departure Lizzy sat in the chapel to hear him for the
last time. The little building was full to overflowing, and he took up
the subject which all had expected, that of the contraband trade so
extensively practised among them. His hearers, in laying his words to
their own hearts, did not perceive that they were most particularly
directed against Lizzy, till the sermon waxed warm, and Stockdale
nearly broke down with emotion. In truth his own earnestness, and her
sad eyes looking up at him, were too much for the young man’s
equanimity. He hardly knew how he ended. He saw Lizzy, as through a
mist, turn and go away with the rest of the congregation; and shortly
afterwards followed her home.
She invited him to supper, and they sat down alone, her mother having,
as was usual with her on Sunday nights, gone to bed early.
‘We will part friends, won’t we?’ said Lizzy, with forced gaiety, and
never alluding to the sermon: a reticence which rather disappointed
him.
‘We will,’ he said, with a forced smile on his part; and they sat down.
It was the first meal that they had ever shared together in their
lives, and probably the last that they would so share. When it was
over, and the indifferent conversation could no longer be continued, he
arose and took her hand. ‘Lizzy,’ he said, ‘do you say we must part—do
you?’
‘You do,’ she said solemnly. ‘I can say no more.’
‘Nor I,’ said he. ‘If that is your answer, good-bye!’
Stockdale bent over her and kissed her, and she involuntarily returned
his kiss. ‘I shall go early,’ he said hurriedly. ‘I shall not see you
again.’
And he did leave early. He fancied, when stepping forth into the grey
morning light, to mount the van which was to carry him away, that he
saw a face between the parted curtains of Lizzy’s window, but the light
was faint, and the panes glistened with wet; so he could not be sure.
Stockdale mounted the vehicle, and was gone; and on the following
Sunday the new minister preached in the chapel of the Moynton
Wesleyans.
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