England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Wessex (England) -- Fiction
By the evening this order was carried out, and Barnet, with a sense of
relief, walked out into the town. A fair had been held during the day,
and the large clear moon which rose over the most prominent hill flung
its light upon the booths and standings that still remained in the
street, mixing its rays curiously with those from the flaring naphtha
lamps. The town was full of country-people who had come in to enjoy
themselves, and on this account Barnet strolled through the streets
unobserved. With a certain recklessness he made for the harbour-road,
and presently found himself by the shore, where he walked on till he
came to the spot near which his friend the kindly Mrs. Downe had lost
her life, and his own wife’s life had been preserved. A tremulous
pathway of bright moonshine now stretched over the water which had
engulfed them, and not a living soul was near.
Here he ruminated on their characters, and next on the young girl in
whom he now took a more sensitive interest than at the time when he had
been free to marry her. Nothing, so far as he was aware, had ever
appeared in his own conduct to show that such an interest existed. He
had made it a point of the utmost strictness to hinder that feeling
from influencing in the faintest degree his attitude towards his wife;
and this was made all the more easy for him by the small demand Mrs.
Barnet made upon his attentions, for which she ever evinced the
greatest contempt; thus unwittingly giving him the satisfaction of
knowing that their severance owed nothing to jealousy, or, indeed, to
any personal behaviour of his at all. Her concern was not with him or
his feelings, as she frequently told him; but that she had, in a moment
of weakness, thrown herself away upon a common burgher when she might
have aimed at, and possibly brought down, a peer of the realm. Her
frequent depreciation of Barnet in these terms had at times been so
intense that he was sorely tempted to retaliate on her egotism by
owning that he loved at the same low level on which he lived; but
prudence had prevailed, for which he was now thankful.
Something seemed to sound upon the shingle behind him over and above
the raking of the wave. He looked round, and a slight girlish shape
appeared quite close to him, He could not see her face because it was
in the direction of the moon.
‘Mr. Barnet?’ the rambler said, in timid surprise. The voice was the
voice of Lucy Savile.
‘Yes,’ said Barnet. ‘How can I repay you for this pleasure?’
‘I only came because the night was so clear. I am now on my way home.’
‘I am glad we have met. I want to know if you will let me do something
for you, to give me an occupation, as an idle man? I am sure I ought to
help you, for I know you are almost without friends.’
She hesitated. ‘Why should you tell me that?’ she said.
‘In the hope that you will be frank with me.’
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