England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Wessex (England) -- Fiction
Downe soon renewed his customary full-worded lament over his wife, and
even when he had worked himself up to tears, went on volubly, as if a
listener were a luxury to be enjoyed whenever he could be caught.
‘She was a treasure beyond compare, Mr. Barnet! I shall never see such
another. Nobody now to nurse me—nobody to console me in those daily
troubles, you know, Barnet, which make consolation so necessary to a
nature like mine. It would be unbecoming to repine, for her spirit’s
home was elsewhere—the tender light in her eyes always showed it; but
it is a long dreary time that I have before me, and nobody else can
ever fill the void left in my heart by her loss—nobody—nobody!’ And
Downe wiped his eyes again.
‘She was a good woman in the highest sense,’ gravely answered Barnet,
who, though Downe’s words drew genuine compassion from his heart, could
not help feeling that a tender reticence would have been a finer
tribute to Mrs. Downe’s really sterling virtues than such a
second-class lament as this.
‘I have something to show you,’ Downe resumed, producing from a drawer
a sheet of paper on which was an elaborate design for a canopied tomb.
‘This has been sent me by the architect, but it is not exactly what I
want.’
‘You have got Jones to do it, I see, the man who is carrying out my
house,’ said Barnet, as he glanced at the signature to the drawing.
‘Yes, but it is not quite what I want. I want something more
striking—more like a tomb I have seen in St. Paul’s Cathedral. Nothing
less will do justice to my feelings, and how far short of them that
will fall!’
Barnet privately thought the design a sufficiently imposing one as it
stood, even extravagantly ornate; but, feeling that he had no right to
criticize, he said gently, ‘Downe, should you not live more in your
children’s lives at the present time, and soften the sharpness of
regret for your own past by thinking of their future?’
‘Yes, yes; but what can I do more?’ asked Downe, wrinkling his forehead
hopelessly.
It was with anxious slowness that Barnet produced his reply—the secret
object of his visit to-night. ‘Did you not say one day that you ought
by rights to get a governess for the children?’
Downe admitted that he had said so, but that he could not see his way
to it. ‘The kind of woman I should like to have,’ he said, ‘would be
rather beyond my means. No; I think I shall send them to school in the
town when they are old enough to go out alone.’
‘Now, I know of something better than that. The late Lieutenant
Savile’s daughter, Lucy, wants to do something for herself in the way
of teaching. She would be inexpensive, and would answer your purpose as
well as anybody for six or twelve months. She would probably come daily
if you were to ask her, and so your housekeeping arrangements would not
be much affected.’
‘I thought she had gone away,’ said the solicitor, musing. ‘Where does
she live?’
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