At last, when she saw how much in earnest he was, she said, “I will tell
him myself; I can do it more gently, and it will not hurt so much. Don’t
go to him, but leave it with me.”
“Will you tell him all and ask to be released?” Robert said, making her
stand still while she replied, “I’ll tell him all, how I love Richard
best; but I shall not ask to be released.”
Robert was satisfied, for from what he had heard of Squire Russell he
believed he would never require of Dora so great a sacrifice.
“I shall be here with the early dawn,” he said, as he left her at the
gate.
Dora did not reply, but stood with her eyes riveted upon the house
across the street, where she knew was Dr. West. There was a light
shining from the windows of the upper room, while the figure of a woman
wearing a widow’s cap was occasionally seen passing to and fro.
“That is Richard’s room,” she whispered, feeling an intense desire to
fly at once to his side and assert her right to stay there.
Then, remembering her promise to Robert, she walked slowly to the house,
meeting in the door with Johnnie, who, wild with excitement, exclaimed,
“Hurrah, guess who has come! Dr. West,—and I have been in to see him.
He’s whiter than a ghost, and what is funny, his chin fairly shook when
I told him I was to have a new mother to-morrow, and what do you think,
that woman, his mother, put me out of the room and said too much talking
hurt him. Did you know he was here?”
“Yes, I knew, Johnnie; where’s your father?” Dora asked, feeling that if
she waited longer her courage would give way.
“Father’s in the library, and he’s ordered us youngsters to keep out. I
guess he’s expecting you, for he asked lots of times where you was, and
nobody knew, Jessie’s over there,” and Johnnie jerked his shoulder in
the direction of the doctor’s window.
Very slowly, as if going to her grave, Dora walked on till she came to
the library door. It was shut, and as she stood there trembling, she
caught the sound of a voice praying within, a voice which trembled with
happiness and gratitude as John Russell thanked the God who had given to
him Dora.
“I can’t; oh, I can’t,” Dora sighed, as, faint and sick, she leaned
against the wall, while that prayer proceeded.
Then, when it was finished, still feeling that she could not talk with
him that night, she went up to her room, and in the garments all damp
and stained with night dew, and the slippers wet with the waters of the
lake, she sat down by the open window and watched the light across the
way, until she heard Jessie coming and knew that Robert was with her.
They were talking, too, of her, for she heard her name coupled with Dr.
West’s, while Jessie said, “It’s dreadful, and I do so pity Squire
Russell,—he is such a nice, good man.”
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