“God bless you both,” he said; “I blame no one,—harbor no ill-feeling
towards any one. If Dora had told me frankly at first it might have
saved some pain, some mortification, but I do not lay it up against her.
She meant for the best. It is natural she should love you more than me.
God bless her; and doctor, if you like, marry her at once, but don’t
take her away from here yet; wait a little till I am more settled,—for
the children’s sake, you know.”
Dr. West could not understand the feeling which prompted Squire Russell
to want Dora to stay there, but he recognized the great unselfishness of
the man whose sunshine he had darkened, and with a trembling lip he,
too, said, “God bless you,” as he grasped the hand most cordially
offered, and then hurried away. It was a week before the Squire could
command sufficient courage to have an interview with Dora, as she had
repeatedly asked that he might do. With a faltering step he approached
her door, hesitating upon the threshold, until Jessie, coming suddenly
upon him, said to him, cheerily, “It will soon be over, never mind it;
go in.”
So he went in, and stayed a long, long time, but as they were alone, no
one ever knew all that had passed between them. The Squire was very
white when he came out, but his face shone with a look of one who felt
that he had done right, and after that the expression did not change
except that it gradually deepened into one of content and even
cheerfulness, as the days went by, and people not only came to know that
the wedding between himself and Dora would never be, but also to approve
the arrangement, and to treat him as a hero who had achieved a famous
victory. As for Dora, Jessie and Bell found her after the interview
weeping bitterly over what she called her own wicked selfishness and
John’s great generous goodness in giving her up so kindly, and making
her feel while he was talking to her that it really was no matter about
him. He was not injured so very much, although he had loved her dearly.
He still had his children, and with them he should be happy.
“Oh, he is the best man!” Dora said; “the very best man that ever lived,
and I wish he might find some suitable wife, whom he could love better
than he did me, and who would make him happy.”
“So do I! I guess I do!” retorted Jessie, industriously cutting a sheet
of note-paper in little slips and scattering them on the floor. “I’ve
thought of everybody that would be at all suitable, for I suppose he
must be married on account of the children; but there is nobody good
enough except—” and Jessie held the scissors and paper still a moment,
while she added, “except Bell. I think she would answer nicely. She is
twenty-nine,—almost that awful thirty,—which no unmarried woman ever
reaches, they say; and I’d like to be aunt to six children right well,
only I believe I should thrash Jim and Letitia—who, by the way, is not
very bright. Did you ever discover it, Dora?”
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