It was nothing but a flirtation he knew, for in his inmost soul he
absolved himself from ever having had a thought of matrimony connected
with Lucy Harcourt. He had admired her greatly and loved to wander with
her amid the Alpine scenery, listening to her wild bursts of enthusiasm,
and watching the kindling light in her blue eyes, and the color coming
to her thin, pale cheeks, as she gazed upon some scene of grandeur, and
clung close to him as for protection, when the path was fraught with
peril.
Afterwards in Venice, beneath the influence of those glorious moonlight
nights, he had been conscious of a deeper feeling, which, had he tarried
longer at the syren’s side, might have ripened into love. But he left
her just in time to escape what he felt would have been a most
unfortunate affair for him, for sweet and beautiful as she was, Lucy was
not the wife for a clergyman to choose. She was not like Anna Ruthven,
whom both young and old had said was so suitable for him.
“And just because she is suitable, I may not win her, perhaps,” he
thought, as he paced up and down his library, wondering when she would
answer his letter, and wondering next how he could persuade Lucy
Harcourt that between the young theological student, sailing in a
gondola through the streets of Venice, and the rector of St. Mark’s,
there was a vast difference; that while the former might be Arthur with
perfect propriety, the latter should be Mr. Leighton, in Anna’s
presence, at least.
And yet the rector of St. Mark’s was conscious of a pleasurable emotion,
even now, as he recalled the time when she had, at his request, first
called him Arthur, her birdlike voice hesitating just a little, and her
soft eyes looking coyly up to him, as she said:
“I am afraid that Arthur is hardly the name by which to call a
clergyman.”
“I am not in orders yet, so let me be Arthur to you. I love to hear you
call me so, and you to me shall be Lucy,” was his reply.
A mutual clasp of hands had sealed the compact, and that was the nearest
to a love-making of anything which had passed between them, if we except
the time when he had said good-by, and wiped away the tear which came
unbidden to her eye as she told him how lonely she should be without
him.
Hers was a nature as transparent as glass, and the young man, who for
days had paced the ship’s deck so moodily, was fighting back the
thoughts which whispered that in his intercourse with her he had not
been all guileless, and that if in her girlish heart there was feeling
for him stronger than that of friendship, he had helped to give it life.
Time and absence and Anna Ruthven had obliterated all such thoughts till
now, when Lucy herself had brought them back again with her winsome
ways, and her evident intention to begin just where they had left off.
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