“‘I kissed her, and then went down to mother, who needed my services
more than Anna, and who lay all that evening on the lounge as white and
rigid as stone. The next day I saw a good deal of Anna, and hope
whispered that she was getting better. The scared, wild look was gone,
and a bright, beautiful color burned upon her cheeks. Her hair, which
had been cut, was growing out again more luxuriant than ever, and curled
in short ringlets about her head. She talked a little, too, asking if we
had ever heard from Robert, and bidding me tell him, when he came back,
that she spoke kindly of him before she died. This was the eighth. The
next day was her birthday, the one fixed upon for our bridal. I do not
know if she remembered it, but I thought of nothing else as the warm,
still hours glided by, and to myself I said it may be some other day.
Anna is better. Anna will get well. Alas! I little dreamed of the
scathing blow in store for me; the frightful storm which was to rage so
fiercely round me, and whose approach was heralded by the arrival of Dr.
Lincoln, who had been there before, holding private consultations with
my mother, and looking, when he came from them, stern, perplexed,
mysterious, and sorry.
“‘Dora, you know what all this portended, but you do not know, neither
can you begin to guess, how heavy,—how full of agony was the blow which
awaited me, when just at nightfall I came up from the office where I had
been for several hours. “Anna was dying.” This was the message which
greeted me in the hall, and like lightning I fled up the stairs, meeting
on the upper landing with my mother, who had grown old twenty years
since morning.
“‘“Richard, my boy, my poor boy, can you bear it? have they told you? do
you know?”
“‘“Yes,” I said, “Anna is dying. I must see her; let me go,” and I tore
away from the hands which would have held me back until I was to some
extent prepared.
“‘I did not heed her voice, for through the half-closed door I caught a
glimpse of Anna. She saw me, too, and her hand was beckoning. I was
half-way across the room, when a sound met my ear which took all
consciousness away, and for the next three hours I was insensible to
pain. Then came the horrid waking, but the blow had stunned me so, I
neither felt nor realized as I did afterwards. I went straight to Anna,
for she was asking for me, she from whom the rest stood aloof as from a
polluted thing. Through all the horror she had never spoken a word, or
made the slightest sound, and this suppression of feeling was hastening
her end. Nothing but the words, “Tell Richard to come,” had passed her
lips since, and when I went to her she could only whisper faintly,
“Forgive me, Richard. It’s all right, but I promised not to tell. It’s
right, it’s right.” Then she continued, entreatingly, “Let me lay my
head on your arm as it used to lie, and kiss me once in token of
forgiveness.”
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