“And when I asked the difference between _ugly_ and _nervous_, he made
me stop, and was just as kind to her at supper-time as ever. Tell me
such a man won’t make a good husband! He’ll be splendid, and he’s
handsomer than he was,—he has lost that look as if he was afraid
something was after him, a henpecked look, Clem called it. Poor father;
he has had so little comfort, you must make him happy, Auntie; you will,
and you’ll make us all so good. You know how like Cain we behave without
you, and how we all mind when you tell us what is right. Will you be
father’s wife and help us grow up good?”
He had her face between his warm hands, and was looking at her so
earnestly, that for his sake Dora could almost have answered yes, but
thoughts of what being his father’s wife involved chilled her through
and through, and she answered him:
“Johnnie, I do not believe I can.”
For an instant the boy’s black eyes blazed fiercely at her, and then he
angrily exclaimed, “I’ll go to ruin, just as fast as I can go! I’ll
_smoke_ to-morrow, if I live, and teach Jim and Ben to do so too! I’ll
swear, and when the circus comes next week I’ll run away to that, and
take ’Tish with me; I’ll gamble; I’ll drink, and when I’m brought home
drunker’n a fool, you’ll know it is your work!”
He looked like a young tiger as he stood uttering these terrible
threats, and Dora quailed before his flashing eyes, feeling that much he
had said was in earnest. She did not fear his swearing, or gambling, or
drinking, for the present, at least, but he might not always act his
best; he might grow surly and hard and unmanageable, even by her, unless
she yielded to his request, and this she couldn’t do.
“Johnnie,” she began, and something in her voice quieted the excited
boy, “would you have me marry your father when I do not love him, and
just the thought of being his wife makes me almost sick?”
Johnnie was not old enough to comprehend her meaning. He only felt that
it was not a very bad thing to be the wife of a man as good as his
father, and he answered her, “You do love him well enough, or you will,
and he so affectionate. Why he used to hug and kiss mother every day,
even when she was crosser than fury. Of course then he’ll hug you most
to death.”
“Oh—h,” Dora groaned, the tone of her voice so indicative of disgust
that even Johnnie caught a new idea, which he afterwards acted upon; but
he would not yield his point: Dora should be his mother, and he
continued the siege until, wearied out with his arguments, Dora
peremptorily bade him leave her while she could think in quiet.
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