Dora drew a long, sad sigh, as she wished she too had been taught of Dr.
West to pray differently from what she knew she did. Smoothing back
John’s soft, dark hair, she said:
“Johnnie, girls cannot make a love in a minute, and this came so
suddenly upon me, I must have time to think,—six weeks or two months,
and then I will decide. Will you tell your father this for me? Tell him
I’m sorry to make him feel badly,—that I like him and always shall, even
if I am not his wife—that I know how good, how generous she is,—that he
will wait until I know my own mind better, and then if I cannot be his,
he must not mind it.”
“I’ll tell him,” Johnnie said, while Dora continued:
“And Johnnie, perhaps it had better be understood that nothing is to be
said about it in the mean time,—nothing to me by your father.”
“Yes, I know, I see. I’ll fix it,” Johnnie answered. “I’ll go to father
now,” and stooping down, he kissed his aunt tenderly, then suddenly
asked, as he looked into her eyes, “You don’t mind my kissing you, do
you? That don’t make you sick?”
“No, oh no!” she answered, and Johnnie departed on his strange errand.
Squire Russell sat in his office or reading-room, pretending to look
over his evening paper, but his thoughts were really upstairs with Dora,
whom he had not seen that day, and whose illness troubled him greatly,
for he rightly associated it with his proposal of the previous night.
Squire Russell loved Dora with a great, warm, sheltering love, which
would shield her from all harm, and unselfishly yield to her everything,
but he had not the nice, quick perception of Dr. West, and had he been
younger he could never have satisfied the wants of her higher nature as
could the rival whose existence he did not suspect. But he loved her
very much. He must have her. He could not live without her, he thought,
and womanish man that he was, a tear was gathering in his eyes when
Johnnie entered the room abruptly, and locking the door, came and stood
beside him.
“What do you wish, my boy?” the Squire said kindly, for he was never
impatient with his children.
Johnnie hesitated, beginning to feel that his father’s love-affair was a
delicate matter for him to meddle with.
“Confound it,” he began at last, “I may as well spit it out, and then
let you knock me down, or lick me, or anything you like. Father, I heard
what you said to Auntie last night, and what she said to you, and after
you was gone I took the floor and beat you all to smash. I said she must
be my mother,—she should be my mother, and all that, and set you up, I
tell you, till you’d hardly know yourself from my description. To-night
I’ve seen her again,—have just come from her room to tell you something
she bade me tell.”
Squire Russell had turned very white at first, feeling indignant at his
son for presuming to interfere, but this feeling had disappeared now,
and he listened eagerly while Johnnie continued:
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