It seemed rather small business to take all the sweets he could get:
compliments, flattery, and boodle, from girls to whom he neither would,
could, nor should, give more in return than a walk or two; perhaps only
the convenient phrase:
"Thanks, awfully."
And that very phrase was his mother's aversion.
And it was no end mean, to laugh at a thing and then afterwards score
it sharply. Was he still "training with the wrong crowd"--only of girls
this time?
Then he changed his ground and came up on the other side. How far had
he been a power for good in all those weeks? How much stronger or purer
had any company been for his presence? Who had learned to think sweeter
things of religion for his glad life? Whose doubts had weakened in the
light of his faith? Was anyone more ready to swear fealty to Christ
for _his_ constant witnessing to the blessedness of the service? Nay,
Cadet Kindred knew, now that he took time to think, what had ailed some
of the merrymaking. It jarred his conscience. And sometimes he had felt
it at the time.
That Sunday afternoon, when he had walked about with Miss Dangleum, and
smiled at her vapid infidelities, the twinge had been so sharp, as he
thought of his mother in the old porch at home, drawing strength and
knowledge from her open Bible, that he never did _that_ thing again.
But he had laughed at Miss Beguile's jests about church and church
service, and the very next day, in chapel, had taken the sugar plums
she offered under cover of her fan.
He had been indignant when some girl, displeased with the sermon, shook
her fist at the preacher then and there. But perhaps she had never been
taught any better--and what had been his own criticisms of that very
sermon? Just as open as he dared make them.
Cadet Kindred felt rather sick of himself, on the whole.
"That's a large place in which to keep your colours!" he said, looking
down into his grey sleeve.
In some things he had stood firm. The first brandy snap he got hold of
at Mrs. Beguile's picnic went over the cliffs at Fort Putnam, to the
great excitement of a nest of young squirrels. And the first bonbon
drugged with rum followed: first, and last.
"But, easy and cheap!" he repeated to himself. "I was not going to be
tricked into taking that stuff. I had said I wouldn't."
What else had he "said"?
Coming off next morning with O. G. P., Magnus got leave to go to the
trunkroom, and hunted out a little copy of the Church covenant which he
knew his mother had packed in with his other things. Then, under one of
the shadowing trees of Fort Clinton, he lay on the grass and read it
over.
"Unto Him, the Lord, you do now give yourself away, in a covenant never
to be revoked, to be His willing servant forever."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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