Conduct of life -- Fiction; Frame stories; Short stories
After a day spent in the cottage, Lessing began to feel that the
happenings of the last weeks must surely be the creation of his own
brain. The mental atmosphere by which he was surrounded was so kindly
and wholesome, so pre-eminently _sane_, that, in contrast, the wild
deeds of the Brethren seemed more the vagaries of a dream than cold
actual fact. Most thankfully he accepted the peaceful breathing
space, and for the first time since the incident of the spilling of
the salt went about his way free from apprehension. It seemed to him
in the last degree unlikely that the Brethren would choose a time when
he was in close contact with friends for the execution of their
revenge.
Lessing had made a compact with himself that under no circumstances
would he speak of love to Delia Gordon. He knew now that he had loved
her for years, he realised that under his present circumstances it
would be a despicable act to seek to bind her in any way, but, with
the extraordinary logic practised by men in affairs of the heart, he
believed that so long as he refrained from an actual declaration he
was acting as an honourable man. It did not occur to him that in the
event of his own sudden death a woman who loved him would find her
best comfort in the knowledge that her love had been returned!
But the days passed pleasantly. Mr and Mrs Gordon were the kindest
of hosts, Terence showed himself at his best, and Delia, in her light
dresses and flower-wreathed hats, was the most tantalisingly pretty
creature in the world. Lessing found it very difficult to keep his
resolve as he sat by her side in a summer-house situated at a discreet
distance from the house, and screened by the thick belt of trees which
formed the end of the shrubbery; and, if the truth is to be told,
Delia intended him to find it difficult, and made special play with
her eyelashes to that effect. Val was looking infinitely better, but
when he returned to town that tiresome "worry" would begin again, and
she wanted, as any nice, right-minded girl would have wanted, to have
the right to comfort and support.
"So sorry you can't stay over to-morrow! It's so stupid to rush back
to town just when you are beginning to get good. Why can't you make a
week of it while you are here? Only three more days."
"I'm afraid I can't. It's been awfully jolly. I've enjoyed every
minute of the time, but--er--I don't think I ought. Business, you
know!"
Delia was annoyed, and showed it.
"Awfully boring it must be, to be a City man," said she with her nose
in the air. "Always having to keep your nose to the grind. That's
why I like army men. You can depend upon them. I shall telegraph to
Captain Rawle, and ask him to take your place. He'll jump at it."
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