Conduct of life -- Fiction; Frame stories; Short stories
Lady Anne wished to marry Malham. Her father recognised as much, and
decided resignedly that for "poor Anne" no better match could be
expected. Malham was a gentleman, came of a good stock, and--given a
start--was the type of man who was bound to come to the front. "We
could find him a seat," the Earl said to his son, "and Anne's jointure
would keep them going till he found his feet. If he proposes for her,
there'll be no trouble from me. At this time of day we must be thankful
for what we can get."
Cautiously, guardedly, in after-dinner confidences the young man was
allowed to infer that the coast was clear. At first he had thrust aside
the suggestion with a laugh, as something preposterous and impossible,
but the poison worked. He began to dally with the thought, to project
himself into an imaginary future when the circumstances of life should
make in his favour, instead of acting as a handicap. Slowly and surely
the poison worked.
One evening he took his way to Grosvenor Square in a frame of mind
bordering on desperation. For months past he had been building on the
possibility of securing a brief in a case which promised to afford one
of the sensations of the year. He had a chance, a promising chance it
had appeared, but that afternoon he had received the news that the brief
had gone past him in favour of another man, no whit more capable than
himself. There were reasons for the choice of which he was ignorant,
but in his morbid depression, the only explanation lay in his own
insignificance, in the higher social standing of his rival. He had
known many such disappointments, and had smarted beneath them, but this
was the final straw which broke down his remaining strength, and as it
chanced he was left alone with Lady Anne after dinner, and she ventured
a timid question as to the cause of his depression.
Of what happened next he had no clear recollection; he answered, and she
sympathised, faltered out a wish that she might help; he thanked her,
and--what did he say next? He could not remember, but he knew that he
had accepted the offered help, and with it the hand of the donor.
There were tears in Lady Anne's eyes as she plighted her troth. It was
the one desire of her heart to share his life. He was the most
wonderful, the most gifted of men. To be able to smooth his way would
be the proudest privilege which the world could afford. She held out
her thin hand as she spoke, and Malham pressed it in his own, and bent
over it in elaborate acknowledgment. The chill of those fingers struck
to his heart; he left the house and, walking along the streets, the
question clamoured insistently at his heart:
_Would she expect him to kiss her_?
He had made an early retreat, and now went straight to Celia's lodgings.
It was part of the strength of his character that he never deferred a
difficult duty, and to-night he knew himself faced with the most painful
ordeal of his life.
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