Conduct of life -- Fiction; Frame stories; Short stories
On the rare occasions when he gave himself over to thought, Francis
realised that there was only one respect in which life had disappointed
him, only one desire which had been withheld. He wanted a son. Each
time that a child had been expected he had built his hopes upon a son;
each time disappointment had been more acute. He had built up a good
business by his own exertions; he wanted a son of his own name to carry
it on. There were times, moreover, when the purely feminine nature of
his household fretted his nerves, and he thought, with longing, of a man
child; a little chappie in trousers, instead of the eternal flounces; a
knickerbockered elf sitting in his dressing-room watching him shave; a
tall hobbledehoy beginning to play golf, listening with interest to
accounts of his father's prowess. Later on, a man, a partner, a prop
for declining years. Francis pushed the thought from him, but it
recurred. Deep at his heart lay the longing for a son.
And the son came. This time he had not hoped; he had told himself
steadily that it would be a girl. Better if it were a girl. No use
having a boy at the end of a family of girls. He would grow up half a
girl himself, and be a disappointment. He was placidly resigned to
girl, and after all, behold, it was a boy! The blood raced through his
veins as he heard the good news; something astonishingly like tears
pricked at his eyes.
"Is he--is he _all right_?" he asked breathlessly, and the doctor
laughed.
"Go upstairs and look at him, my dear fellow! Pine little chap as you
could wish to see."
In truth he was a healthy nine-pounder of a son, guaranteed by nurse and
mother to be the finest baby ever born, and seated by his wife's
bedside, Francis gave vent to his jubilation.
"Now," he said triumphantly, "I have everything I want. I really am a
lucky fellow. Jolly little beggar, eh? Seems to me--I don't know if
I'm right--but I do think he looks different from the rest!"
The wife smiled, but Francis was right; everybody said he was right.
The longed-for boy was in truth an extraordinarily comely infant, and
each week of his life he blossomed into fuller charm. His well-shaped
head was covered with golden curls and when he lay asleep (and he
obligingly slept most of his time) it was a pleasure to observe the
delicate promise of his features. He had obviously elected to resemble
his handsome father, and the father was complacently grateful for the
fact.--
Mrs Manning observed with amazement that Francis nursed this baby,
positively nursed him in his arms, and was quite disappointed when, on
returning from the city, he failed to find him awake.
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