Conduct of life -- Fiction; Frame stories; Short stories
He would need courage: therefore it behoved him to be brave now, to
harden himself against the ills of life, and cultivate a resolute
composure. All the influences which had tended to keep him soft must be
thrown aside as weights which would hinder the race. He must be wise,
therefore it behoved him to think, and to train his mind. A light
reason, a light excuse, would no longer be sufficient; he must learn to
judge and to reflect. He must be tender; and to be tender it was
necessary to bury self, and to put other interests before his own. More
weights had to be thrown aside. And he must be patient! Hitherto he
had considered patience a feeble, almost unmanly, virtue; but he
perceived that it would be needed, and must be cultivated with the rest.
Mrs Manning confided in her neighbours that Francis had never been the
same since the discovery of Baby's blindness. He never complained, she
said. Oh, no; and he was most kind--gave no trouble in the house,
_but_--Then she sighed, and the neighbours sympathised, and prophesied
that he would "come round." In truth the good, commonplace woman was
ill at ease in the rarefied atmosphere of the home, and sincerely
regretted the comfortable, easy-going husband of yore.
For three whole years Frank lived untroubled, and then the questions
began to come.
"Am I blind, father? Why am I blind? Is it naughty to be blind?"
The baby child was easily appeased. Later on the questions would become
more insistent. Francis prepared himself for that hour. At four years
fleeting shadows began to pass over the boy's radiance. Alone with his
father, his face would pucker in thought.
"Shall I always be blind, father? I don't like to be blind. Was you
blind when you was a little boy?"
The knife turned in the father's heart at the sound of the innocent
words; but always the cloud loomed darker ahead. He trained himself
more zealously, in preparation for the hour when the boy would rebel!
But there were happy hours between, hours when the natural joy of
childhood filled the house with laughter, and father and son were
supremely happy in each other's society. No companion of his own age
was half as dear to the boy; no living creature stood for so much in the
father's heart. They read and studied together; they held long,
intimate conversation. They played games from which blind people are
usually debarred. Standing behind a hoop on the croquet lawn the father
would cry in a brisk, staccato voice, "Prank!" and on the instant the
boy's mallet would hit the ball, and send it in the direction indicated,
and proud and glad was Frankie to know that his aim was surer than that
of his sighted sisters. And every hour of contentment, every added
interest and occupation bestowed upon the boy, was as a salve to the
sore father heart. But at six years the inevitable rebellion began.
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