Mrs. Allen's policy bore even more heavily on Zell. We have all
thought something perhaps of the cruelty of imprisoning a vigorous
young person, abounding in animal life and spirits, in a narrow cell,
which forbids all action and stifles hope. It gives the unhappy victim
the sensation of being buried alive. There comes at last to be one
passionate desire to get out and away. Impulsive, restless, excitable
Zell, with every vein filled with hot young blood, was shut out from
what seemed to her the world, and no other world of activity was shown
to her. Her hands were tied by her mother's policy, and she sat moping
and chafing like a chained captive, waiting till Mr. Van Dam should
come and deliver her from as vile durance as was ever suffered in the
moss-grown castles of the old world. The hope of his coming was all
that sustained her. Her sad situation was the result of acting on a
false view of life from beginning to end. Any true parent would have
shuddered at the thought of a daughter marrying such a man as Van Dam,
but Zell was forbidden to do one useful thing, lest it should mar her
chance of union with this resume of all vice and uncleanness; and
though she had heard the many reports of his evil life, her moral
sense was so perverted that he seemed a lion rather than a reptile to
her. It is true, she looked upon him only in the light of her future
husband, but that she did not shrink from any relationship with such a
man shows how false and defective her education had been.
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