To Arden Lacey, the sight of Edith listening with glowing cheeks and
intent manner to a stranger with her hand within his arm--a stranger
too that seemed the embodiment of that conventionality of the world
which he despised and hated, was a vision that pierced like a sword.
And then Gus's contemptuous words and Edith's non-recognition, though
he tried to believe she had not seen him, were like vitriol to a
wound. At first there was a mad impulse of anger toward Elliot, and,
as we have intimated, only Edith's presence prevented Arden from
demanding instant apology. He knew enough of his fiery nature to feel
that he must get away as fast as possible, or he might forever
disgrace himself in Edith's eyes.
As he rode home his mind was in a sad chaos. He was conscious that his
airy castles were falling about him with a crash, which, though
unheard by all the world, shook his soul to the centre.
Too utterly miserable to face his mother, loathing the thought of
food, he put up his horses and rushed out into the night.
In his first impulse he vowed never to look toward Edith again, but,
before two hours of fruitless wandering had passed, a fascination drew
him toward Edith's cottage, only to hear that detested voice again,
only to hear even Edith's laugh ring out too loud and reckless to come
from the lips of the exquisite ideal of his dreams. Though the others
had spoken in thunder tones, he would have had ears for these two
voices only. He rushed away from the spot, as one might from some
torturing vision, exclaiming:
"The real world is a worse mockery than the one of my dreams. Would to
heaven I had never been born!"
CHAPTER XIV
WE CAN'T WORK
The gentlemen agreed to meet the ladies the next day at church. Mrs.
Allen insisted upon it, as she wished to show the natives of Pushton
that they were visited by people of style from the city. As yet they
had not received many calls, and those venturing had come in a
reconnoitring kind of way. She knew so little of solid country people
as to suppose that two young men, like Gus Elliot and Van Dam, would
make a favorable impression. The latter, with a shrug and grimace at
Zell, which she, poor child, thought funny, promised to do so, and
then they took leave with great cordiality.
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