"What is there to live for?" sighed Edith, deep in her heart. "There
are none to be trusted--not one."
Instead of congratulations received with blushing happiness, and
solitaire engagement rings, thus is shown the first result of Mrs.
Allen's policy, and of society's injunction:
"Keep your hands white, my dears."
The storm passed away, and they crept off to such poor rest as they
could get, too miserable to speak, and too worn to renew the
threatened quarrel that a voice seemingly from heaven had interrupted.
The next morning they gathered at a late breakfast-table with haggard
faces and swollen eyes. Zell looked hard and sullen, Edith's face was
so determined in its expression as to be stern. Mrs. Allen lamented
feebly and indefinitely, Laura only appeared more settled in her
apathy, and, like Zell and Edith, was utterly silent through the
forlorn meal.
When it was over, Zell went up to her room and Edith followed her.
Zell had not spoken to her sister since the thunder peal had suddenly
checked her bitter words. Edith dreaded the alienation she saw in
Zell's face, and felt wronged by it, knowing that she had only acted
as truest friend and protector. But in order still to shield her
sister she must secure her confidence, or else the danger averted the
past evening would threaten as grimly as ever. She also realized how
essential Zell's help would be in the struggle for bread on which they
must enter, and wished to obtain her hearty co-operation in some plan
of work. She saw that labor now was inevitable, and must be commenced
immediately. From Laura little was to be hoped. She seemed so lacking
in mental and physical force since their troubles began, that it
appeared as if nothing could arouse her. She threatened soon to become
an invalid like her mother. The thought of help from the latter did
not even occur to her.
Edith had not slept, and as the chaos and bitterness of the past
evening's experience passed away, her practical mind began to
concentrate itself on the problem of support. Her disappointment had
not been so severe as that of Zell, by any means, and so she was in a
condition to rally much sooner. She had never much more than liked
Elliot, and now the very thought of him was sickening, and though
labor and want might be hard indeed, and regret for all they had lost
keen, still she was spared the bitterer pain of a hopeless love.
But it was just this that Zell feared, and though she repeated to
herself over and over again Van Dam's last words, "I will never give
you up," she feared that he would, or what would be equally painful,
she would be compelled to give him up, for she could not disguise from
herself that her confidence had been shaken.
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