"No, I did not go where I was known, as I ought, and therefore have
been robbed, and might have been in jail myself to-night. I will never
follow your advice again. It has brought nothing but trouble and
disaster. I have had enough of your silly pride and its results. What
practical harm would it have done me, if I had met all the persons I
know in the city? By going where I was not known I lost half my
jewelry, and was insulted and threatened with great danger in the
bargain. If I had gone to Tiffany's, or Ball and Black's, where I am
known, I should have been treated politely and obtained the full value
of what I offered. I can't even forgive myself for being such a fool.
But I have done with your ridiculous false pride forever."
These were harsh words for a daughter to speak to her mother, under
any provocation, and even Zell said:
"Edith, you ought to be ashamed of yourself to speak to mother so."
"I think so, too," said Laura. "I'm sure she meant everything for the
best, and she took the course which is taken by the majority in like
circumstances."
"All the worse for the majority then, if they fare anything as we have
done. The division of labor in this family seems to be that I am to do
all the work, and bear the brunt of everything, and the rest sit by
and criticise, or make more trouble. You have all got to do something
now or go hungry," and Edith swallowed her tea, and went frowningly
away to her room. She was no saint, to begin with, and her overtaxed
mind and body revenged themselves in nervous irritation. But her young
and healthful nature soon found in sound sleep the needed restorative.
Mrs. Allen shed a few helpless tears, and Laura wearily watched the
faint flicker on the hearth, for the night was chilly. Zell went into
the dining-room and read for the twentieth time a letter received that
day.
Unknown to Edith, the worst disaster yet had occurred in her absence.
Zell had been to the village for the mail. She would not admit, even
to herself, that she hoped for a letter from one who had acted so poor
a part as her false lover, and yet, controlled so much more by her
feelings and impulses than by either reason or principle, it was with
a thrill of joy that she recognized the familiar handwriting. The next
moment she dropped her veil to conceal her burning blush of shame. She
hastened home with a wild tumult at heart.
"I will read it, and see what he says for himself," she said, "and
then will write a withering answer."
But as Van Dam's ardent words and plausible excuses burned themselves
into her memory, her weak foolish heart relented, and she half
believed he was wronged by Edith after all. The withering answer
became a queer jumble of tender reproaches and pathetic appeals, and
ended by saying that if he would marry her in her own home it all
might be as secret as he desired, and she would wait his convenience
for acknowledgment.
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