"Then they do worse, and had better starve," said Edith sternly.
"You don't know anything about starving," retorted Zell, bitterly. "I
repeat, it's a burning shame to bring girls up so that they don't know
how to do anything, if there's ever any possibility that they must.
And it's a worse shame that respect and encouragement are not given to
girls who earn a living. Mother says that if we become working girls,
not one of our old wealthy, fashionable set will have anything to do
with us. What makes people act so silly? Any one of them on the avenue
may be where we are in a year. I've no patience with the ways of the
world. People don't help each other to be good, and don't help others
up. Grown-up folks act like children. How parents can look forward to
the barest chance of their children being poor, and bring them up as
we were, I don't see. I'm no more fit to be poor than to be
President."
Zell never before had said a word that reflected on her father, but in
the light of events her criticism seemed so Just that no one reproved
her.
Mrs. Allen only sighed over her part of the implied blame. She had
reached the hopeless stage of one lost in a foreign land, where the
language is unknown and every sight and sound unfamiliar and
bewildering. This weak fashionable woman, the costly product of an
artificial luxurious life, seemed capable of being little better than
a millstone around the necks of her children in this hour of their
need. If there had been some innate strength and nobility in Mrs.
Allen's character it might have developed now into something worthy of
respect under this sharp attrition of trouble, however perverted
before. But where a precious stone will take lustre a pumice stone
will crumble. There is a multitude of natures so weak to begin with
that they need tonic treatment all through life. What must such become
under the influence of enervating luxury, flattery, and uncurbed
selfishness from childhood? Poor, faded, sighing, helpless Mrs. Allen,
shivering before the trouble she had largely occasioned, is the
answer.
Edith soon broke the forlorn silence that followed Zell's outburst by
saying:
"All the blame doesn't rest on the parents. I might have improved my
advantages far better. I might have so mastered the mere rudiments of
an English education as to be able to teach little children, but I can
scarcely remember a single thing now."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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