As the long hours of her convalescence passed, she sat at her window
and scanned the little spot with a wistfulness that might have been
given to one of Eden-like proportions. She was astonished to see how
her strawberries had improved since she hoed them, but noted in dismay
that both they and the rest of the garden were growing very weedy.
When the full knowledge of their poverty and danger dawned upon her,
she felt that it would not be right for Malcom to come any more. At
the same time she could not explain things to him; so she sent a
written request through the mail for his bill, telling him not to come
any more. This action, following the evening when Gus Elliot had
surprised her in the garden, perplexed and rather nettled Malcom, who
was, to use his own expression, "a bit tetchy." Their money had grown
so scarce that Edith could not pay the bill, and she was ashamed to go
to see him till there was some prospect of her doing so. Thus Malcom,
though disposed to be very friendly, was lost to her at this critical
time, and her garden suffered accordingly. She and Hannibal had done
what they could, but of late her illness, and the great accession of
duties resting on the old servant, had caused complete neglect in her
little plantation of fruit and vegetables. Thus, while all her crops
were growing well, the weeds were gaining on them, and even Edith knew
that the vigor of evil was in them, and that, unchecked, they would
soon make a tangled swamp of that one little place of hope. She could
not ask Hannibal to work there now, for he was overburdened already.
Laura seemed so feeble and crushed that her strength was scarcely
equal to taking care of her mother, and the few lighter duties of
housework. Therefore, though the June sunshine rested on the little
garden, and all nature seemed in the rapture of its early summer life,
poor, practical Edith saw only the pestiferous weeds that threatened
to destroy her one slender prospect of escape from environing
difficulties. At last she turned away. To the sad and suffering,
scenes most full of cheer and beauty often seem the most painful
mockery.
She brooded over her affairs most of the day, dwelling specially on
the suggestion of a mortgage. She felt extreme reluctance in perilling
her home. Then again she said to herself, "It will at least give me
time, and perhaps the place will be sold for debt, for we must live."
The next morning she slept late, her weary, overtaxed frame asserting
its need. But she rose greatly refreshed, and it seemed that her
strength had come back. With returning vigor hopefulness revived. She
felt some cessation of the weary, aching sorrow at her heart. The
world is phosphorescent to the eyes of youth, and even ingulfing waves
of misfortune will sometimes gleam with sudden brightness.
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