"Oh, Miss Edie, I'se hope you'll 'scuse me. I couldn't watch for a
spook to save my life. I'se gwine to bed as soon as it's dark, and
cover up my head till mornin'."
"Very well," said Edith, quietly. "I'm going to sit up with mother to-night, and if it comes again, I'll see it."
"De good Lord keep you safe, Miss Edie," said Hannibal, tremblingly.
"You'se know I'd die for you in a minit; but I'se couldn't wateh for a
spook nohow," and Hannibal crept away, looking as if the very worst
had now befallen them.
Edith was too weary and sad even to smile at the absurd superstition
of her old servant, for with her practical, positive nature she could
scarcely understand how even the most ignorant could harbor such
delusions. She said to Laura, "Let me sleep till nine o'clock, and
then I will watch till morning."
Laura did not waken her till ten.
After Edith had shaken off her lethargy, she said, "Why, Laura, you
look ready to faint!"
With a despairing little cry, Laura threw herself on the floor, and
buried her face in her sister's lap, sobbing:
"I am ready to faint--body and soul. Oh, Edie, Edie, what shall we do?
Oh, that I were sure death was an eternal sleep, as some say! How
gladly I would close my eyes to-night and never wish to open them
again! My heart is ashes, and my hope is dead. And yet I am afraid to
die, and more afraid to live. Ever since--Zell--went--the future has
been--a terror to me. Edith," she continued, after a moment, in a low
voice, that trembled and was full of dread, "Zell has not written--the
silence of the grave seems to have swallowed her. _He has not married
her!_" and an agony of grief convulsed Laura's slight frame.
Edith's eyes grew hard and tearless, and she said sternly, "It were
better the grave had swallowed her than such a gulf of infamy."
Laura suddenly became still, her sobs ceasing. Slowly she raised such
a white, terror-stricken face, that Edith was startled. She had never
seen her elder sister, once so stately and proud, then so apathetic,
moved like this.
"Edith," she said, in an awed whisper, "what is there before us?
Zell's, flight, like a flash of lightning, has revealed to me where we
stand, and ever since I have brooded over our situation, till it seems
as if I shall go mad. There's an awful gulf before us, and every day
we are being pushed nearer to it;" and Laura's large blue eyes were
dilated with horror, as if she saw it.
"Mother is going to die," she continued, in a tone that chilled
Edith's soul. "Our money will soon be gone; we then shall be driven
away even from this poor shelter, out upon the streets--to New York,
or somewhere. Edith, Oh, Edith, don't you see the gulf? What else is
before us?"
"Honest work is before me," said Edith, almost fiercely. "I will
compel the world to give me a place entitled at least to respect."
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