Mrs. Allen seemed better the next day, and Laura was able to watch
while Edith slept. After tea Mrs. Lacey appeared, with the same
subdued air of quiet self-respect and patient sorrow. She seemed to
have settled down into that mournful calm which hopes little and fears
little. She seemed to expect nothing better than to go forward, with,
such endurance as she might, into the deeper shadows of age, sickness,
and death. She vaguely hoped that God would have mercy upon her at
last, but how to love and trust Him she did not know. She hardly knew
that it was expected, or possible. She associated religion with going
to church, outward profession, and doing much good. The neighbors
spoke of her and the family as "very irreligious," and she had about
come to the conclusion that they were right. She never thought of
taking credit to herself for her devotion to her children and patience
with her husband. She loved the former, especially her son, with an
intensity that one could hardly reconcile with her grave and silent
ways. In regard to her husband, she tried to remember her first young
girlish dream--the manly ideal of character that her fond heart had
associated with the handsome young fellow who had singled her out
among the many envious maidens in her native village.
"I will try to be true to what I thought he was," she said, with
woman's pathetic constancy, "and be patient with what he is."
But the disappointment, as it slowly assumed dread certainty, broke
her heart.
Edith began to have a fellow-feeling for her. "We both have not only
our own burdens to carry, but the heavier burden of another," she
thought. "I wonder if she has ever gone to Him for the 'rest.' I fear
not, or she would not look so sad and hopeless."
Before they could go upstairs a hack from the hotel stopped at the
door, and Mrs. Groody bustled cheerily in. Laura at the same time came
down, saying that Mrs. Allen was asleep.
"Hannibal," said Edith, "you may sit on the stairs, and if she wakes,
or makes any sound, let me know," and she took a seat near the door in
order to hear.
"I've been worryin' about you every minute ever since I called, and
you was too sick to see me," said Mrs. Groody, "but I've been so busy
I couldn't get away. It takes an awful lot of work to get such a big
house to rights, and the women cleanin', and the servants are so
aggravating that I am just run off my legs lookin' after them. I don't
see why people can't do what they're told, when they're told."
"I wish I were able to help you," said Edith. "Your promise of work
has kept me up wonderfully. But before I half got my strength back
mother became very ill, and, had it not been for Mrs. Lacey, I don't
know what I should have done. It did seem as if she were sent here
yesterday, for I could not have kept up another hour."
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