Arden rarely went to church, but read at home. He was somewhat
sceptical in regard to the Bible, not that he had ever carefully
examined either it or its evidences, but he had read much of the
prevalent semi-infidelity, and was a little conceited over his
independent thinking. Then, in a harsh, sweeping cynicism, he utterly
detested church people, calling them the "holy sect of the Pharisees."
"Bat they are not all such," his mother would say.
"Oh, no," he would reply; "there are some sincere ones, of course; but
I think they would be better out than in such a company of
hypocrites."
But as he saw Edith's sincerity, and learned of her purpose to unite
with the church, he kept these views more and more in the background;
but he had too much respect for her and his mother's faith to go with
them to what they regarded as a sacred place, from merely the personal
motive of being near Edith.
One day Mrs. Lacey and Edith walked down to the evening prayer-meeting. Arden, who had business in the village, was to call for them
at its close; as they were walking home, Edith suddenly asked him:
"Why don't you go to church?"
"I don't like the people I meet there."
"What have you against them?"
"Well, there is Mr. Hard. He is one of the 'lights and pillars'; and
he would have sold the house over your head if you had not paid him.
He can 'devour a widow's house' as well as they of olden time."
"That is not the question," said the practical Edith, earnestly. "What
have you to do with Mr. Hard, or he with you? Does he propose--is he
able to save you? The true question is, What have you got against
Jesus Christ?"
"Well, really, Miss Edith, I can have nothing against Him. Both
history and legend unite in presenting Him as one of the purest and
noblest of men. But pardon me if I say in all honesty that I cannot
quite accept your belief in regard to Him and the Bible in general. A
man can hardly be a man without exercising the right of independent
thought. I cannot take a book called the Bible for granted."
"But," asked, Edith keenly, "are you not taking other books for
granted? Answer me truly, Mr. Lacey, have you carefully and patiently
investigated this subject, not only on the side of your sceptical
writers, but on God's side also? He has plenty of facts, as well as
the infidels, and my rich, lasting, rational, spiritual experience is
as much a fact as that stone there, and a good deal higher and better
one, I think."
Arden was silent for some little time, and they could see in the
moonlight that his face was very grave and thoughtful. At last he
said, as if it had been wrung from him:
"Miss Allen, to be honest with you and myself, I have never given the
subject such a fair examination." After a moment he continued, "Even
if I became convinced that all were true, I might still remain at
home, for I could find far more advantage in reading books, or the
Bible itself, than from Mr. Knox's dry sermons."
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