In process of time Zell was turned adrift in the city. She applied
vainly at stores and shops for a situation. She had no good clothes,
and appearances were against her. She had a very little money in her
portemonnaie when she was taken to the hospital. This was given to her
on leaving, and she made it go as far as possible. At last she went to
an intelligence office and sat among the others, who looked
suspiciously at her. They instinctively felt that she was not of their
sort.
"What can you do?" was the frequent question.
She did not know how to do a single thing, but thought that perhaps
the position of waitress would be the easiest.
"Where are your references?"
It was her one thought and effort to conceal all reference to the
past. At last the proprietor in pity sent her to a lady who had told
him to supply her with a waitress; the place was in Brooklyn, and Zell
was glad, for she had less fear there of seeing any one she knew.
The lady scolded bitterly about such an ignoramus being sent to her,
but Zell seemed so patient and willing that she decided to try her.
Zell gave her whole soul to the work, and though the place was a hard
one, would have eventually learned to fill it. The family were a
little surprised sometimes at her graceful movements, and the quick
gleams of intelligence in her large eyes as some remark was made
naturally beyond me in her sphere. One day they were trying to recall,
while at the table, the name of a famous singer at the opera. Before
she thought, the name was almost out of her lips. The poor girl tried
to disguise herself by assuming, as well as she could, the stolid,
stupid manner of those who usually blunder about our homes.
All might have gone well, and she have gained an honest livelihood,
had not an unforeseen circumstance revealed her past life. Those who
have done wrong are never safe. At the most unexpected time, and in
the most unexpected way, their sin may stand out before all and blast
them.
Zell's mistress had told her to make a little extra preparation for
she expected a gentleman to dine that evening. With some growing pride
and interest in her work, she had done her best, and even her mistress
said:
"Jane" (her assumed name), "you are improving," and a gleam of
something like hope and pleasure shot across the poor child's face. A
passionate sigh came up from her heart--
"Oh, I will try to do right if the world will let me."
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