After finding what she had to live on, she exchanged her somewhat
comfortable room, where she could have a fire, for a cold, cheerless
attic closet in the same house. "As I learn the business, they will
give more," she thought, and the idea of going home penniless, to be
laughed at by Mrs. Glibe, Miss Klip, and others was almost as bitter a
prospect to her proud spirit as being a burden to her impoverished
family, and she resolved to submit to every hardship rather than do
it. By taking the attic room she reduced her board to five dollars a
week.
"You can't get it for less, unless you go to a very common sort of a
place," said her landlady. "My house is respectable, and people must
pay a little for that."
In view of this fact, Rose determined to stay, if possible, for she
was realizing more every day how unsheltered and tempted she was.
Her fresh blond face, her breezy manner, and her wind-shaken curls
made many turn to look after her. Like some others of her sex, perhaps
she had no dislike for admiration, but in Rose's position it was often
shown by looks, manner, and even words, that, however she resented
them, followed and persecuted her.
As she grew to know her fellow-workers better, her heart sickened in
disgust at the conversation and the evident life of many of them, and
they often laughed immoderately at her greenness.
Alas for the fancied superiority of these knowing girls! They laughed
at Rose because she was so much more like what God meant a woman
should be than they. A weak-minded, shallow girl would have succumbed
to their ridicule, and soon have become like them, but high-spirited
Rose only despised them, and gradually sought out and found some
companionship with those of the better sort in the large store. But
there seemed so much hollowness and falsehood on every side that she
hardly knew whom to trust.
Poor Rose was quite sick of making a career for herself alone in the
city, and her money was getting very low. Shop life was hard on
clothes, and she was compelled by the rules of the store to dress
well, and was only too fond of dress herself. So, instead of getting
money ahead, she at last was reduced to her wages as support, and
nothing was said of their being raised, and she was advised to say
nothing about any increase. Then she had a week's sickness, and this
brought her in debt to her landlady.
Several times during her evening walks home Rose noticed a dark face
and two vivid black eyes, that seemed watching her; but as soon as
observed, the face vanished. It haunted her with its suggestion of
some one seen before.
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