Though Zell did not understand Edith, she saw that she was almost as
unhappy as herself, and she had lost hope in everybody and everything.
Though she had not admitted it, Edith's words and kindness at first
had excited her wonder, and, perhaps, a faint glimmer of hope; but, as
she saw her sister's face cloud with care, and darken with pain and
fear, she said, bitterly:
"Why did she talk with me so? It was all a delusion. What is God doing
for her any more than for me?"
But, in order to give Zell occupation, and something to think about
besides herself, Edith had induced her to take charge of the flowers
in the garden.
"They won't grow for me," Zell had said at first. "They will wither
when I look at them, and white blossoms will turn black as I bend over
them."
"Nonsense!" said Edith, with irritation; "won't you do anything to
help me?"
"Oh, certainly," wearily answered Zell. "I will do the work just as
you tell me. If they do die, it don't matter. We can eat or sell
them." So Zell began to take care of the flowers, doing the work in a
stealthy manner, and hiding when any one came.
The month of May was unusually warm, and Edith was glad, for it would
hasten things forward. That upon which she now bent almost agonized
effort and thought was the possibility of paying the interest on the
mortgage by the middle of June, when it was due. All hope concentrated
on her strawberries, as they would be the first crop worth mentioning
that she could depend on from her place. She gave the plants the most
careful attention. Not a weed was suffered to grow, and between the
rows she placed carefully, with her own hands, leaves she raked up in
the orchard, so that the ground might be kept moist and the fruit
clean. Almost every hour of the day her eyes sought the strawberry-bed, as the source of her hope. If that failed her, no bleeding human
sacrifice in all the cruel past could surpass in agony her fate.
The vines began to blossom with great promise, and at first she almost
counted them in her eager expectation. Then the long rows looked like
little banks of snow, and she exulted over the prospect. Laura was
once about to pick one of the blossoms, but she stopped her almost
fiercely. She would get up in the night, and stand gazing at the lines
of white, as she could trace them in the darkness across the garden.
So the days passed on till the last of May, and the blossoms grew
scattering, but there were multitudes of little green berries, from
the size of a pea to that of her thimble, and some of them began to
have a white look. She so minutely watched them develop that she could
have almost defined the progress day by day. Once Zell looked at her
wonderingly, and said:
"Edith, you are crazy over that strawberry-bed. I believe you worship
it."
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