In an excited, feverish manner she roamed restlessly around and could
settle down to nothing. She scanned the horizon for a cloud, as the
shipwrecked might for a sail.
"Edie, what is the matter?" said Laura, putting her arms about her
sister.
"It won't rain," said Edith, bursting into tears. "My home, my
happiness, everything depends on rain, and look at these skies."
"But won't He send it?" asked Laura, gently.
"Why don't He, then?" said Edith, almost in irritation. Then, in a
sudden passion of grief, she hid her face in her sister's lap, and
sobbed, "Oh, Laura, Laura, I feel I am losing my faith in Him. Why
does He treat me so?"
Here Laura's face grew troubled and fearful also. Her faith in Christ
was so blended with her faith in Edith that she could not separate
them in a moment. "I don't understand it, Edie," she faltered. "He
seems to have taken care of me, and has been very kind since that--that night But I don't understand your feeling so."
"Oh, oh, oh!" sobbed Edith, "I don't know what to think--what to
believe; and I fear I shall hurt your faith," and she shut herself up
in her room, and looked despairingly out to where the vines were
drooping in the fierce heat.
"If they don't get help to-day, my hopes will wither like their
leaves," she said, with pallid lips. As the sun declined in the west,
she went out and stood beside them, as one might by a dying friend.
Her fresh young face seemed almost growing aged and wrinkled under the
ordeal. She had prayed that afternoon, as never before in her life,
for help, and now, with a despairing gesture upward, she said:
"Look at that brazen sky!"
But the noise of the opening gate caused her to look thither, and
there was Arden entering, with a great barrel on wheels, which was
drawn by a horse. His heart, so weak toward her, had relented during
the day. "I vowed to serve her, and I will," he thought. "I will be
her slave, if she will permit."
Edith did not understand at first, and he came toward her so humbly,
as if to ask a great favor, that it would have been comic, had not his
sincerity made it pathetic.
"Miss Allen," he said, "I saw you trying to water your berries.
Perhaps I can do it better, as I have here the means of working on a
larger scale."
Edith seized his hand and said, with tears: "You are like an angel of
light; how can I thank you enough?"
Her manner puzzled him to-night quite as much as on the previous
occasion. "Why does she act as if her life depended on these few
berries?" he vainly asked himself. "They can't be so poor as to be in
utter want. I wish she would speak frankly to me."
In her case, as in thousands of others, it would have been so much
better if she had.
Then Edith said, a little dubiously, "I hurt the vines when I tried to
water them."
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