After he was gone Edith walked with uncertain steps to the little
arbor, and sat down as if stunned. She lost all idea of time. After it
was dark, Hannibal called her in, and made her take a cup of tea. She
then went mechanically to her room, but not to sleep. Arden's dreadful
words kept repeating themselves over and over again.
"O God!" she exclaimed, in the darkness, "whither am I drifting? Must
I be driven to this awful fate in order to provide for those dependent
upon me? Cannot bountiful Nature feed us? Wilt Thou not, in mercy,
send one drop of rain? O Jesus, where is Thy mercy?"
The next morning the skies were still cloudless, and she scowled
darkly at the sunny dawn. Then, in sudden alternation of mood, she
stretched her bare, white arms toward the little farmhouse, and
sighed, in tones of tremulous pathos:
"Oh, Arden, Arden! I would rather die at your feet than live in a
palace with him."
She sent down word that she was ill, and that she would not come down.
Laura, Mrs. Allen, and even Zell, came to her, but she kissed them
wearily, and sent them away. She saw that there was deep anxiety on
all their faces. Pretty soon Hannibal came up with a cup of coffee.
"You must drink it, Miss Edie," he said, "'cause we'se all a-leanin'
on you."
Well-meaning words, but tending unconsciously to confirm her desperate
purpose to sacrifice herself for them.
She lay with her face buried in the pillow all day. She knew that
their money was almost gone, that provisions were scanty in the house,
and to her morbid mind bags of gold were piled up before her, and
Simon Crowl, as an ugly spectre, was beckoning her toward them.
As she lay in a dull lethargy of pain in the afternoon, a heavy jar of
thunder aroused her. She sprang up instantly, and ran out bare-headed
to the little rise of ground behind the house, and there, in the west,
was a great black cloud. The darker and nearer it grew, the more her
face brightened. It was a strange thing to see that fair young girl
looking toward the threatening storm with eager, glad expectancy, as
if it were her lover. The heavy and continued roll of the thunder,
like the approaching roar of battle, was sweeter to her than love's
whispers. She saw with dilating eyes the trees on the distant
mountain's brow toss and writhe in the tempest; she heard the fall of
rain-drops on the foliage of the mountain's side as if they were the
feet of an army coming to her rescue. A few large ones, mingled with
hail, fell around her like scattering shots, and she put out her hands
to catch them. The fierce gusts caught up her loosened hair and it
streamed away behind her. There was a blinding flash, and the branches
of a tall locust near came quivering down--she only smiled.
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