How near the Father was to His child! In this calm that followed her
long passionate struggle, His mighty but gentle Spirit could make
itself felt, and it stole into the poor girl's bruised heart with
heavenly suggestion and healing power. The happy days when she
followed Jesus and sat daily at His feet were recalled. Her sin was
shown to her, not in anger, but in the loving reproachfulness of the
Saviour's look upon faithless Peter, and a voice seemed to ask in her
soul, "How could you turn away your trust from Him to anything else?
How could you think it right to do so great a wrong? How could you so
trample upon the womanly nature that He gave you as to think of
marrying where neither love nor God would sanction?"
Jesus seemed to stand before her, and point up to the robins, saying,
"I feed them. I fed the five thousand. I feed the world. I can feed
you and yours. Trust me. Do right. In trying to save yourself you will
destroy yourself."
With a divine impulse, she threw herself on the floor of the arbor,
and cried:
"Jesus, I cast myself at Thy feet. I throw myself on Thy mercy. When I
look the world around, away from Thee, I see only fear and torment. If
I die, I will perish at Thy feet."
Was it the moonlight only that made the night luminous? No, for the
glory of the Lord shone around, and the peace that "passeth all
understanding" came flowing into her soul like a shining river. The
ugly phantoms that had haunted her vanished. The "black hand that
seemed pushing her down," became her Father's hand, shielding and
sustaining.
She rose as calm and serene as the summer evening and went straight to
Mrs. Allen's room and said: "Mother, I will never marry Simon Crowl."
Her mother began to cry, and say piteously:
"Then we shall all be turned into the street."
"What the future will be I can't tell," said Edith, gently but firmly.
"I will work for you, I will beg for you, I will starve with you, but
I will never marry Simon Crowl, nor any other man that I do not love."
And pressing a kiss on her mother's face, she went to her room, and
soon was lost in the first refreshing sleep that she had had for a
long time.
She was wakened toward morning by the sound of rain, and, starting up,
heard its steady, copious downfall. In a sudden ecstasy of gratitude
she sprang up, opened the blinds and looked out. The moon had gone
down, and through the darkness the rain was falling heavily; she felt
it upon her forehead, her bare neck and arms, and it seemed to her
Heaven's own baptism into a new and stronger faith and a happier life.
CHAPTER XXXV
CLOSING SCENES
The clouds were clearing away when Edith came down late the next
morning, and all saw that the clouds had passed from her brow.
"Bress de Lord, Miss Edie, you'se yoursef again!" said Hannibal,
joyfully. "I neber see a shower do such a heap ob good afore."
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